I was born with the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck five loops, and had to be smacked severely for a considerable amount of time before I decided to breathe. But my mother's personality/history and her hatred towards me are also iffy.

Frankly, I find it really hard to figure out what caused what when where and how/what to address first.

I have a lot of problems, always have, but never been sure what was caused by mom's hatred and what was caused by life events/injuries.

E.g. when I was two we moved to a tropical country. We all had to have a couple of vaccinations, but for some reason one of them refused to create a reaction which should have been there. So my mom dragged me to 7 more injection sessions until the docs decided to just give up. Needless to say I have severe needle phobia to this day. When I was 7 we moved back and when I was 8 we moved once again to a place that made me depressed on sight where (ironically) I was forced to spend the next 12 years. Plus when I was 42 I was diagnosed with (a.o.) unspecified Autism.

Question here and now: is there a food supplement that could be useful to me re birth damages to the brain? I have read in the link in the sticky that depression and sleeping disorders can be result of this birth thing as long as 50 years after. I also know that emotional abuse does that to you. I am now taking B-complex and melatonine. My dad and me also have sleep apnoe.

People can be messy creatures, right?

Any suggestions? Thanks.

as for food supplements... i hear that piracetam has some pretty good results, i would try to get some, but apparently the americas dont really have that much of them... they are prescribed to people who have injured their heads mainly used in europe and asia

i dont know bout the other stuff

Have you thought of hypnosis/repressed memories?

It was the first thing that popped in my head. I don't know of a diet/food/supplement that will get you the results you are looking for. But that's not to say they aren't out there.

Either way, I hope you find the answers you need.