[kalamity_jane]

ahmmm...ok, i'm a bit worried about posting this and i don't expect any replies so it's ok if there ain't any.


i know there has been a nasty, angry, vindictive side to me since this TBI happened that folks tell me wasn't part of my nature before.

i just sometimes wonder if that is down to head damage or maybe anger at the way the TBI happened or a bit of both?

my late husband had TBI from an Army injury and it sure as heck changed him but...i think a lot of that was down to bitterness over the way the Army treated him after his injury.

IDK...i don't even know why i'm posting this except i'm still struggling...after 30 years of living with it ffs...to come to terms with all this crap and how it's changed me. i was a hippy kid for god sakes, don't like knowing i got anger and hurt in me and it gets took out on folks who don't deserve it...ruins a lot of special relationships and friendships.

on top of that i got problems with stuff like complex PTSD and D.I.D. ...so half the time i don't know what's what anyways.

maybe others here with TBI could share their stories too? IDK...it might help us all in some way?


Peace and Love to you all,
roz