i think it takes a long time to overcome vitamin deficiences. i don't feel any pain. nobody mentioned that test to me. wouldn't the doctor suggested it if he thought i needed it? no I don't have swelling. Again my symptoms are shortness of breath and fatigue. i plan to go to a lung doctor after i finish with the heart doctor. my imagination is over active and increasing my appetite. now i don't know if i will wait to call the cardiologist til tomorrow.
bobby
ps as i guess you know the pernicious anemia with the vitamin b12 deficiency is forever and will never be corrected. that is why i have to have shots once a month. my doctor is perplexed when she is seeing so many people in their twenties with pernious anemia now.

Dear Bobby,
These are huge steps are you taking. This is good.

Maybe after you call on Monday you will feel better about things.

M.

thanks mari
i hope so ...i am filled with so much rage and fear....my friend said to call the doctor's at nine and find out when i will find out what the results were.
i am even having a hard time reading and reading has been a safety valve for me.
you should see my Yuki walk...she is so laid back...if only it were contagious....
bobby

Dear Bobby,
Cats are beautiful when they walk. I wish I could see Yuki.
I'm really hoping for you that calling the doc's office will give you some relief.
M.

I called the doctors office at 9:30 yesterday and asked the nurse if the doctor would call me. She said he usually finds out the results in the morning and then they set up a consultation with him. I said a consultation would be find but I was so nervous and thinking the worse, would it be possible if I just first found out the general findings. She said she would have the doctor call me.
I have an appointment with Dr.Moussavian this morning and Tuesday is when Dr. Cohen does his consultations rather than procedures. I going out of my mind most of the time. A little part of the time I am saying this is good for me and if something is wrong maybe he can fix it and I will start feeling better
bobby

This sounds rational bobby, if there is something wrong then you can fix it.
I hope they call you before the consultation.
I am glad that you see Dr. M.....
hugs to you today.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

hey Bobby I used to feel deep guilt like that before as well. I got those triggers. Jesus died on the Cross. You are forgiven. And that is all. God knows whats in your heart. He knows you love Him. He does not want you to feel guilty anymore.

I am not here to scare you but to reassure you. This will pass.
Sending prayers of peace and comfort your way.

thank you Yellowfever.....lately i don't know how i am feeling. the doctor's office still hasn't called me. i have an appointment with my gp this morning.
maybe this morning i will call a lung doctor and set up an appointment. this is all getting me so anxious. dr. m. said he wouldn't switch to me xanax. i told him i was eating like a pig out of anxiety.
bobby

Dear Bobby,
Remind yourself that you are doing well.
You are accomplishing a lot.

Before I go to an apt. I sort of send the doc good vibes and white light to guide him / her in helping me so that the apt. will go well.
I think that basically I am going through a little relaxation exercise for myself when I do that.

That stinks that your cardio's office has not called you back. They will at some point. If they don't I guess you can call them back.

It would be cool if we could deal with results via email. I would like not have to actually talk to someone if I could avoid it.

If he is not giving you Xanax, is he giving you something else that will do the trick for you??

M.

thanks...he has been giving me klonopin for years and thinks highly of klonopin for bipolar.
just came back from general doctor who i love. gained seven pounds in month....she was empathic...she gave me a form to bring to hospital for chest xray...eeeks....and referred me to a doctor who isn't on my plan but who takes medicare....hopefully i will force myself to go get the chest xray tomorrow. i am burning money on cabs.
then call a call from an agency to have weekly phone visits....think i will go for it.
i am so anxiety ridden with doctors i can't control my thoughts....dr daun wrote down sob....all i could think of was sob not shortness of breath...i make her laugh
bobby