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07-23-2011, 02:25 PM | #11 | ||||
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thank you for your sweet thoughts and all the suggestions. ~ waves ~ |
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07-23-2011, 04:09 PM | #12 | ||
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Remember i'm talking about epilepsy drugs. And depakote is one. I can't tell you for sure if its one that causes this. But it is one that causes all kinds of interesting things. I can't remember if my middle son had problems with sleeplessness with depakote ER. I'm going to have to think on this one. Donna |
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07-23-2011, 04:35 PM | #13 | |||
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Dear Donna
i think talking about running out of a med that i mostly used for sleep confused things. my concern here is not so much ending up sleep deprived. i am concerned that since my cocktail seems to be functioning only barely, removing ANY SINGLE ONE of my meds right now could result in mania, esp as i can't taper i dont' have neough. ALL of the meds i take are calming meds. I took Depakote myself for years and it never caused me sleeplessness before, no reason to think it should now. on the flip it does deplete specific nutrients for which i normally take supplements so i must indeed remember to resume that. doing that might help the overall situation. ~ waves ~ Last edited by waves; 07-23-2011 at 05:38 PM. |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | bizi (07-25-2011), BlueCarGal (07-23-2011), DiMarie (07-25-2011), Dmom3005 (07-23-2011), OhKay (07-25-2011) |
07-23-2011, 05:27 PM | #15 | ||
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Hi Waves,
Im sorry your havinga setbback.We all have them and it's very average. My advice would be to use the tools I gave you from Dr. Abraham Low. If you can reason the tools will help you get back on your feet. Best, John |
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07-23-2011, 05:33 PM | #16 | |||
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well crap.
i just realized i wasn't on my FIRST box of Depakote 500 & 300. i am OUT of 500's TOTALLY!!!! and i only have enough 300's for tonight tomorrow and monday.... IF i stretch it. (take 1050mg instead of 1300). this means: 1. must call gp for appointment between 8.30 & 9.30 am, and not from work. 2. must make it out of work and to appointment on time and remember to bring my labs. the pharmacy will be closed by then - i hope i can get it filled tuesday... they should have at least one of the two in stock. and to boot, i only had 3 of my regular benzo's left. HOW DO I GET INTO THESE MESSES?????????????? i need to come up with some system. when i finish a box i immediately check if there is another box, if not, i stick a sticky someplace. or in a text file with the date on my laptop desktop. or something!!!!! i have lorazepam and i had to order the other benzo tonight - mom will get that tomorrow, so that will at least be something. argghhhhhhhhhh!!!!! geeez i am out of official and unofficial everything!!! got some beer but.... ~ waves ~ who isn't having the mag tonight because i don't feel like making it. i do wish they would make it a pill form. |
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07-23-2011, 08:29 PM | #17 | |||
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Dear Waves,
Oh Gee. That is worrisome. I hope you can get your script / refill Depakote and the benzo. Good luck Monday. M |
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07-23-2011, 10:19 PM | #18 | ||||
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Like Donna, I see in you "a very dynamic, savy woman," the kind who says things like annoise me. Hee-hee. Love it. Seriously funny. Normal.... Peaceful.... Certainly, such "ordinary" things ought to be within reach for such a woman. I'm not sure I even know what "normal" is tho. Quote:
But I know why you hate it, even tho it helps. I'm still new to the bi-polar dx. At first the drug was magic! Now, not so much. Side effects, & some days it's like I didn't take it. I'm just beginning to discover the manic me & have nothing to defend against it--nothing so far works. So....love\hate. I've read the thread from "chaos" thru "oh boy.... " so I'll probably bounce around. I'm pretty beat up this week too. Hope I can make sense. Do be very caution of melatonin. You are right, it's advised just shortterm to adjust inner clock of travelers; megadoses are used by oldsters but really not recommended. I've had 2 acquaintances end up with serious liver trouble because they'd take as much as 15 mg a night to get some sleep. Have you ever used Bach floral essences? They used the principals of homeopathics but even massive doses aren't poison. There's 1 mix called Rescue Remedy. It's designed for the state you describe: irritable, tired, restless--unable to sleep. Don't think they specify irascible. They have a website. It worked for me for years. Sadly, guess I've used up my life quotient . The noise thing I've had some experience with, thought different from yours. I have tinnitus (too many R&R bands) & the less background noise the more tinnitus. Depending on I-don't-know-what, my brain will turn this into the sounds of distant rebellious/angry crowds or discordant distant musical-ish noise. I can't usually go around with headphones (need to be conversation-ready), so I've learned to meditate. It's what Mari wrote, but I don't use the literal message--I'm happy to achieve simple noise cancellation. I set a piece of music or any set sound, e.g. poetry, on a loop. It's got to be something I can tolerate! It's sorta the principle of that tune you can't get out of your head....but I don't want to get it out. It keeps wiping things clean. I like it best with a musical phrase, no lyrics. Words are what I'm usually trying to get away from. I'm afraid I am laughing (nervously) reading about your "getting really really really up on a high horse and quitting my job because someone or something ****** me off (AGAIN... it would be the THIRD time )" -- OMG THAT'S ME! Well, I haven't quit recently, but only because I'm 65 now & nobody here's getting work so what are the odds I'm gonna find another job at my age NONE 2 ZERO . Quote:
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....okay, now, let's say this together, shall we? If you didn't want it to stop, that would be CRAZY! love & hugs |
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07-24-2011, 06:13 PM | #19 | |||
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basically if i remember to call the doc in the 8.30-9.30 window i will be ok. then mom will go to the pharmacy and pick up the meds i already have scripted, and pick up the Depakote script from the doc. if i miss the call window, the Depakote gets pushed forward and i'll be out a day, meaning two meds skipped.... aha! i remembered i could add it to my cellphone agenda with alarm option for time i should be on the bus... pre work. i started to get really growly tonight despite the fact i have been knocked have silly today by wicked migraine and hefty med doses for it after morning in pain. i slept a lot of the afternoon after lunch. hopefully that will help even if i don't make quota tonight. off i go.... i think i need to post my post-it on my backpack. ~ waves ~ |
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