i keep on waking up badly depressed. today i had a hard time getting out of bed. tomorrow i have the rest of my physical and the dr will go over the first part of my physical. i am not looking forward to it. i am afraid of getting on the scale again. ugh. i don't think i will let them weigh me. it will be the first time in a long time i have gained weight. i feel so empty and alone. I think of things to worry about besides how miserable i feel
bobby

Hi bobby
 

Sorry you are blue today. I get like that for no reason it seems. Too many different problems pop up, then I want to just stay home. I don't usually like going to the doctors eithor. I did find a new one, that I am more comfortable around. I also know about weighing in, I gained 10 pounds since the holidays, and am having a devil of a time loosing it. It was so much easier before the holidays! I also did not get on the scale for the last visit. I could tell that I was heavier as my jeans were tight. Humph. Lets just keep at the weight issues, and we will both loose it! Having coffee...and wishing for a donut ginnie

good for you for getting out of bed!
you could have stayed there but did not. pat yourself on your back.
love you
bizi

Bobby

Your hardest days are over.

After tomorrow that is. Yes its coming.

Until the next appt.


But you can do this, You got out of bed today.



Yah for you.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Dear bobby,
I hope you sleep and hope that you wake up feeling better.
(((((HUGS))))
love you
bizi

i want to go on that all protein diet again but that is the one i think that caused the constipation problem which i would still have if not for miralax.
that diet really worked. i have been craving hamburgers and steak. i am practically ready to go to the doctors. I filled out the form but did not tell the truth about my teeth. i just didn't want to go into it.
if youare bipolar II it is easy to get blue for no reason. i think that is the hallmark of bipolar II.
take care
bobby

thank you Bizi
it was easier for me to get out of bed today than yesterday....go figure
love
bobby

thank you Donna
i just weighed myself and i am three pounds more than i was six weeks ago at his office. I guess I will let them weigh me.after this I have to make an appointment with the eye doctor. he has a machine to see the back of the eye and last time he had a hard time getting a good reading. it really scared me. that is why i have been postposing calling him. he wanted to see me earlier.
bobby

i slept for about three interrupted hours. i took two klonopin this morning instead of my usual one in the morning and one at night. i already had a cup of coffee and i will just leave it at one. the appt is for nine. I will leave in ten minutes.
scaredy cat Bobby

Bobby,

''THinking about you today. I hope the dr. visit goes fine.

M