Dreams are weird
 

Last night I lost my marbles, no joke, these rolling little objects I was chasing and they really were parts of my brain rolling around. WEIRD. I was sure glad I woke up. Even told my housemate about it. Sorry yours are disturbing too. take care and lets all of us dream better dreams! ginnie

how dissettling...how was the chicken? I am confused. how did you know in your dream that they were part of your brain rolling around? I wish it were just that you were back to childhood and playing marbles...no such luck.
bobby

Hi Bobby
 

Chicken was fab. My son came over for dinner too. Any time I cook like that, it is sure a way to bring an adult child closer to you!

The marbles I was chasing, left me in a panicked state, the rest of my intact brain was freaking at the spillage of all my marbles. I realized I was loosing my mind litterally!. I did get down in my knees to try and collect them all, but they kept rolling away from me. Super weird. I stayed in bed a few minutes to see if I was all there! ginnie

i am so sorry about your dream. it must have been so scarey. are you under extra special stress?
glad about the chicken and your son coming over for dinner.
my depression is awful. I think i can get myself now to call a doctor for a colonoscopy. I am really worried now about colon cancer. I have generalized anxiety disorder so it naturally follows that i would have to worry about that...also i am worried about how much my medication will cost. i sent away for pills from a cheaper place but haven't gotten them yet. i might call them this morning. thank God for my cats and this forum
bobby
I called this morning about the prescriptions and the message said they were sent on the ninth. I felt relieved about that.

Hi bobby
 

Hi bobby, I do get depressed too, thats for sure. I woke this a.m. however with all my marbles still intact! Try not to worry about the colonoscopy. The proceedure isn't bad at all. I hope the results of the test, will put you at ease, and that there is nothing wrong. I would be kinda lost without this forum too bobby, I need all the folks here just like you do.
My son, 37 is home sick today. Even at this age, I went over with clear fluids, jello, and chicken soup. He is a OPT and comes in contact with virus quite a bit. he works with older folks, and a lot of the tourist that come down here. I put the stuff outside his door, no contact!. Have a good night Bobby, I hope you sleep peacefully with good dreams tonight. Lets both try to do that! ginnie

Dear Bobby,

I agree about being close to out being out of control.
It takes sooooooooooo much effort to be in control. If I expended that energy on other things, I would accomplish amazing things.. . . . I will feel so wonderful all the time . . . .instead of having to focus on being o.k.

Sometimes I feel that I should get a medal for being ok. It takes a tremendous amount of work to be o.k.


M

i have been escaping into books again. I think i am going to ask my general practitioner for a referral for a colonscopy.I have been obsessing and obsessing and finally looked up the symptoms for colon cancer. I even bought a nightgown and overnight bag in case i have to go to the hospital. My oldest friend, since we were babies, called and said she got breast cancer again in the other breast after fifteen years. her three sons have been wonderful. she is divorced. she is taking it so well and made jokes.
bobby

I am sorry that you have been obsessing about the colonoscopy and colon cancer. If you have the procedure than you will have much relief.
sorry about your friend, she seems like a strong woman.
glad that you are friends for so long.
bizi

HI Bobby
 

Hi this morning!. I am just like you I read alot....non stop to escape much of the time. I just wanted you to know that test isn't so bad. The prep for it is icky, but you deal with it. The proceedure itself is nothing to worry about. I had this test done a year or so ago. Just go get it done, it will put you at ease when it is all over with. if I can help in any way, or you have any qustions, do tap back. ginnie

Dear Bobby,

I am sorry to hear about your friend. It is good that she is taking it in good spirits, and that her sons are supportive. I hope they are able to treat her quickly so that she will be ok.

I feel bad too that you have gotten so frightened about the colonoscopy... i agree that if you are this worried, then just having the procedure is the simplest thing to do. then you will have the reassurance that you need.

is it ok that i giggled about the nightgown? hey that's always good to have... i hope you enjoy it. (i love nighties! :))

lots of love

~ waves ~