Sending thoughts for your friend.

Please call and schedule the colonoscopy. Honestly the prep is the
worst part of the procedure. And it will feel much better when its over.

Either way.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Dear Bobby,

I like that you can escape -- into books or whatever you have available.
I am sorry that you need to escape.

Maybe you can start to see yourself differently. You are much stronger than you recognize.

M

thank you Mari. I hope you are right
bobby

I am pretty sure I will do it. I have an appt with my doctor next month and I will ask him for a referral. I did call a doctor a couple of months ago but she never called me back.
bobby

you are right about the reassurance even if it is bad news. I just ordered another nightgown lol. they are so much fun to wear
love
bobby

thank you ginnie. I have had the test explained to me. I don't know why but i am afraid to be put under and I am afraid that they might make a mistake besides finding something awful. I guess I am a control freak. I am glad you enjoy reading too. just finished another book yesterday and can't wait to start another book today.
bobby

we had a falling out for a while but that was finally ironed out. she can dance circles around me when she wants to. she seems like such a very strong woman. she is really taking it in stride. I was the one who sounded upset.
I hate this obsessing. I found out my psychiatrist has never had one either..
bobby

Bobby

Sending hugs, you can do this. As the little engine would say.


I have had, about 5 now. I had three by three different doctors.
In one year. But they were looking for different things supposedly.

I even pointed out that I'd just had one. I had to have both
the colonoscopy and endoscopy?, so they couldn't put me out.

I hate that more.

I like being out, and then back with it all over. But I do understand
what your saying. Have some relatives that have that problem.

One that needs something done, that I have to figure out a way
to talk her into. So I really do get it.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

oh wow Donna. can't figure out why they couldn't sedate you. I heard of somebody waking up during the procedure and said it was all right. I freaked when I heard that. My you have been through a lot. You are one brave soul.
Bravo
bobby

Hi Bobby
 

I think there are certain aspects of medical that we all have a particular thing we don't like. I don't care for the dentist, and I obsess over going, and wind up not going....Got into trouble over that. Hope you can get it done quickly. Have you never been put to sleep before? ginnie