oh noo!!!!!
F***
I am so sorry....
bizi

I took all 3mg I'm allowed a day yesterday. I can't remember the last time I did that. I almost want this to be over with as much as I want to get my license back at this point. This is the never ending (horror) story. On top of everything else, I have to deal with my husband losing his temper every time something goes wrong. He's being a ****ing *** hole. He is the exact opposite of supportive.

I called the MA DMV 100X and kept getting the same message while I was on hold: press 1 to get a call back later or press 2 to end this call. Whenever I pressed #1 it said the callback would be on Thursday?!That makes absolutely no sense to me!!!
I kept calling and got through to a rep around 4:30. She said the suspension was triggered in the system because they haven't seen my sr-22 insurance… somehow I doubt this situation will be that easy to clear up…

I have a copy of my sr-22 certificate and the letter my insurance carrier sent to the NH DMV stating I've had coverage since 4/27. This should be enough, but I don't know what to expect because the (incompetent) hearings officer said I needed a "binder," but my insurance company said they only issue those in certain situations, this isn't one of them, and they've never heard of anyone needing that for this process. The DMV also has access to my insurance coverage in their system.
If things go badly with the first hearings officer I see, I will ask to speak with another one. I think being pushy is appropriate at this point. I hope can get to the MA DMV by Friday- before that 1 year suspension goes into effect on 5/7. I think that will make things a lot easier. Please cross your fingers for me…

I called the NH DMV. They sent my clearance letter out either Monday or yesterday morning. When I requested the 30 day letter I got it fast, and I hope that's the case here. Best case scenario: I find it in my mailbox today or tomorrow so I can be at the DMV with all my paperwork before it opens Thursday or Friday morning.

I'm going to walk to the plaza by my house today even though it's a pretty long walk for me and the weather isn't very inviting. I want to hit the ATM so I have the $500 on hand for my visit to the DMV (in case they let me get my license back) so I don't have to worry about stopping on the way over. I also need cigarettes and a couple of things at the supermarket. The exercise will also do me good. And it's a distraction. The mail doesn't come until 2:30 and I need to keep my mind occupied on other things

Sending you some good thoughts of protection today. Let no harm come to you as you venture on your walk.....be safe.
fall down 7 times get up 8.
bizi
(((((HUGS)))))

things have to work out. I know they do.
love
bobby

Thank you ladies :group hug:
I think things will work out eventually, hopefully not a year from now though.

The walk will do me some good. I will be extra careful crossing the road. I'm leaving around 9 when I know the stores will be open. It will be good to get out of here for a little while.

I've skipping the club because I'm saving the money I'd be paying for the cab fare to pay for my ride to the DMV and to pay the $500 fine to get my license back.

Kay,

You have amazing stamina.


Mari

No letter yesterday

My anxiety is ****ing sky high. I'm using the klonopin as I should, and I'm doing what I can to distract myself, but I'm still absolutely miserable.

After my walk yesterday, I kept myself busy doing two loads of laundry and bleaching out the bathroom, but that didn't occupy enough time and I found myself watching the clock waiting for the mailman to come. The wait was torture.

I'm trying to be optimistic, trying to believe I'll find that letter in my mailbox this afternoon. There's a good chance it could be there. When I requested the 30 day letter it arrived 2 days later.

I'm going to have to distract myself again today. If run out of things to do, I'm just going to have to get creative.