please wait a few days before sending another note.
He may be thinking about his response, maybe?
bizi

I hardly slept again last night. I had been the scapegoat in my family and I am so blasted tired and keeping all the family secrets. alex probably doesn't believe me. he wrote back before and said how wonderful my parents were. He didn't show any compassion for me.I went through hell. my doctor said my bipolar and stuff wouldn't have been so bad if my parents hadn't been so abusive. I just don't feel like sitting on it any more. thanksgiving really brought it out...all the hateful memories. they treated the kids so well and they treated me worse than sh#t

Bobby does it help you to vent here and share your stories?
Keep posting if it does.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi
We are hear to listen.

yes it does. I just sent him another email reminding him that when he was little he was in the street hoping a car would run him over and my parents just stayed in their car because my sister wouldn't let them in her house because they were early and they didn't get out the car and comfort him. I am so out of control. I have a lot of poison in me right now

(((((HUGS))))))
bizi

Bobby, when is your pdoc appointment?

I think you are so out of control because you are off meds right now. You need to get back on something ASAP so you can start getting some relief (((HUGS)))

If the appointment isn't soon, maybe you can call him so he can call in a script, or give you directions about taking something you already have on hand like Zoloft, if that is his plan.

I hate that you are having to relive you past trauma daily right now. You must be miserable :hug::hug::hug:

I agree with Bizi... try not to send another note to your nephew until you give hm more time to respond- unless you already have.

Sending you (((((BIG HUGS))))) today

I see him on tuesday. zoloft hasn't done anything. I wonder if this is bipolar or living through the traumas ...they are crystal clear. I am also furious at stella.

I would say both trauma and bipolar disorder, Bobby :hug::hug::hug:

What did Stella do this time?

Stella knows it all

I heard from alec and he said he remembers about the road and getting bored and leaving it but doesn't remember Normie not doing anything. then I reminded him of very he was very little he was playing with an ant and said even ants had to have friends. I wrote him I had a very good memory and I don't make those things up