got a notice saying that I wasn;t chosen for Pika

I am sorry bobbi.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

thanks. it hurts

saw cecilia in hall with dogs. we didn't talk but she smiled

I'm so sorry that Suri's cancer may have metastasized :hug::hug::hug:
I hope that you do speak more on the phone. It sounds like you talking to her helps her :hug:

I'm glad that someone finally got back to you about Pika, so you finally know where you stand. I'm sure it makes you sad, but at least you don't have to experience the anxiety of not knowing anymore :hug::hug::hug:

I'm glad that Cecilia at least smiled at you when you ran into one another. Maybe you both need some time :hug:

And I'm really happy to hear that Marci was "wonderful" yesterday.

I hope that the visit from the Rabbi is uplifting.

The Rabbi's visit was uplifting. He is going to come again in a couple of weeks. I don't know how much longer he will come. we said a couple of prayers for suri. that was wonderful. I asked him how you can reconcile God's gift of suffering and being happy and he said he didn't know. I finally came up with you can be close to God through love. He said we were doing the torah. we talked about alice my family shame pain and guilt.
pudge looks adorable with new lion cut. abby was hostile at first. I was peaceful for a while. I am gradually getting used to not getting Pika. It wasn't meant to be. I am still spending money

I bet the lion cut is adoable!
bizi
glad that you had a nice visit with the rabbi.
You are so fortunate that he comes to you!!!!
bizi

I'm so happy that the visit with the Rabbi went so well. I like that he was honest when he didn't have an answer for one of your questions. He sounds just wonderful, and I hope he keeps coming to see you for a long time :hug:

I'm glad that you are slowly healing from the loss of getting Pika. I hope that the pain goes away soon :hug::hug::hug:

I'm glad the Rabbi came, and I'm also not surprised that Abby
was hostile, it wasn't her that got the treatment. She felt
left out.

But she will learn,,

Donna :hug::grouphug:

she didn't recognize her