I refuse to get on the scale. I am really hungry. I don't know what to do. I had more chinese food yesterday. I have to stop. I have no will power. I don't feel like eating most food. the meals on wheels are awful. I won't try nutrisystem again.

Can you "doctor up" your meals on wheels with spices etc?
sorry you are struggling.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

no. i am eating like a maniac

I think your meds are not right.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

the antidepressants were not working so after the bout with the itches he and I decided not to be on any anymore. sometimes I am not depressed. right now i wish I were dead. I just took extra klonopin but I don't know if that is helping.the ativan really gave me the jitters and made my anxiety much worse. the topamax has done nothing for my appetite and the sleeping pills haven;t worked. I tried so many. I just took a bath. aalso the xanax was awful.

Bobby

Have you ever tried the shake type drinks. I bought Derrick some
last week. He is trying these for Breakfast right now. He
wasn't eating breakfast so they are making a great substitute.

He enjoys the strawberries and cream. I'm trying to find a chocolate
one he likes so he can substitute some chocolate for candy bars.

Not that you need that. But I know they have helped me.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

glucerna is for people with diabetes.
bizi

i bought a lot of soup and some glucerna. I saw another abby that I want to adopt. so cute.

I sent in an application for the kitty cat and emailed cecilia to see if they acceptme if she could help pick me up/ I also asked zeynep but she sounds as if she has more than her hands full. even though divorced she she is doing all sorts of things for her 95 year old husband who wants to live to be 106. He hasn't even done his will

Bobby

I think your going to always see another Abby or Pudge you are going
to want to adopt. That is just something we all do in life.

Good luck with the drinks I can't spell the name. remember they
take a while to get used to. And that they are better cold.

Or at least to me the drinks I drink are.

Donna :grouphug::hug: