Honestly sounds like this might be the reason you didn't get Pika.

Because another Kitty needed you so I hope it works out.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

Yes I thought of that. I hope I get her. It was so spontaneous. I have gotten all but two of my kitty cats from Joyce. I gave her an 18 karat gold bracelet with semi precious stones for snowball...my deepest soul cat. everything was wrong with him. I loved him the most and always told him how much I needed him. I told Joyce to wear the bracelet as a good luck charm for poor snowy. she did until it needed repair. if I get roberta I have another beautiful eighteen karat
multi stranded bracelet with sapphires that I will give to her. I might just give it to her anyways because she has given me my primary source of joy besides reading tennis and squash and paddleball. I hardly ever see her but when ever I need kitty cat advice I call her. she used to own just cats and has dealt with over 5000 cats. if she didn't like you she would not sell you a cat. she can tell a sucker when she meets one. she also had cats to adopt. I told her I didn't like pushed in persians and sure enough snowball looked like he ran into a brick wall with a crooked nose and fang. what a deep soul. when morgy died snowball went to the window every day for a month looking for him. He never did that before. when Hammy was dying he would head butt him and rub against him. He only lived to be 10. He had the worse case of feline herpes and had three prolapsed colons.
I am very irritable. I had soup yesterday and haven't lost any weight. I am going to stop meals on wheels. I can't stand it. one of the deliverers is such a f#$iking pain. he rings and knocks on the door and makes so much noise. what a f#$k. I want to report him.
my last a1c was 6.
I am in such a sh##ty mood. abby has been affectionate and since the haircut Pudge has been sleeping right next to me.
I am having trouble with balance and walking

I am a slave to the scale bobby.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

you are doing so fantastically well. just simply amazing! and your not drinking. awesome

Thank you bobby!
((((HUGS))))
bizi:hug::hug::hug:

Keep feeling good about yourself, Bizi.

i see the pdoc on thursday and will tell him how depressed I have been. I know part of it is due to the holidays. I have been buying up a storm and my stocks have been going way down. I am out of control. the cabbage soup was delicious. marci brought two mcdonald's sundaes-ugh no will power. I gave her a pair of shoes and some clothes I bought for her.
Many people with depression don’t get better after being treated with these types of antidepressants. One study estimates that current antidepressants on the market only work in about 60 percent of those with depression.

I still think you need to be on something. You have not been doing well since you have been off antidepressants. Sometimes you can't tell that they were doing something for you until you stop them. There are more of them out there than Zoloft and Cymbalta. I forget the other one you were taking. I think you need to talk to your pdoc about that tomorrow.

I'm so sorry that you are depressed and in a shitty mood :hug::hug::hug:
The holidays are hard. I usually don't do well this time of year either, but I'm distracted, so I guess I'm not really thinking of them this year... a good thing.

You are so generous Bobby :hug:

I wasn't doing well on the antidepressants and when i switched to cymbalta. I also don't think the klonopin is working but I tried two others. I have tried other antidepressants and they don't work. nothing seems to work. I will ask the pdoc again. it is a low grade depression now where I just don't care. it is awful. I finally lost two pounds. It has been such a struggle. right now nothing except ice cream appeals to me. I just had eggs. I feel like crying but tears won't come. I don't know if joyce is still going to give me roberta but I am not excited. still depressed over Pika. still haven't talked to cecilia. Marcia still being a dollface
love
bobby
am reading up a storm which helps
very irritable.scared about money but still overspending

Bobby,

I so much wish that things were easier for you.

Dealing with depression is tougher that non-depressed people could imagine.


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