today I couldn't wait to take it
bobby

Bobby

I have days that my memory are really bad too. Its not the medicines
I'm on. Its just me and how my mind is doing. Right now its the
cold symtoms and how my thoughts are effected by them.

I can't get my poor dogs names straight. I call them both Doby who isn't even here, he is Derrick's dog. I can't always remember my poor cats names.
Sometimes I just say hey boy cat or girl cat. Or black cat or white cat.

Mine is honestly from having had post concussion syndrome, and I've had
this happen at times. My son's all tease me that I don't know their names.
I call them all each other. But the day I call Devin, Will I think he may
really look at me odd. Heehee, I honestly think I've done it before.
When I had Will alot of the time.

Its just life for me at times. I've called Kortni, Harmony and knew I did
it. And she has looked at me weird. And I've corrected myself. We just
laugh at it. I'm really careful to not call either of my now son's girlfriends
there old girls, which for me is really hard.

I have to just about black out their names in my minds to not do it.

Donna

boy, you really have had your share of things and wow do you take them in stride. I look up to you!
fondly
bobby

Donna, your post really made me think of my mother, who constantly called us all by the wrong names, including by the cats' names. Funny, but not at the same time

I look forward to taking the xanax but I am still depressed. bought a ton of chocolate 80 ounces and a lot of hard candy. then really worried about my prediabetes and weight and wound up after eating some throwing them down the compactor. Marci and talked over the phone about her health for 1/2 n hour so all is okay between us and okay between stella and me.rereading a book i already read recently but really enjoyed. wish i weren't depressed. cecilia asked
i wanted to go for a ride today and i said no.

I am sorry you are depressed.
A ride in the car sounds like a good distraction?
glad that you are ok with your friends.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I just felt like staying i bed and reading and isolating. I am so depressed and not taking care of myself. The sheet keeps on coming undone and now it is totally undone and I can't put it back on. I also lost my kindle. I keep on searching for it but to no avail. I am getting enough sleep but xanax is making me tired so I want more sleep. I feel like crying but cannot. My back still hurts from the exercise the p.t. had me do but now I have stopped doing. I hope it stops hurting. I am a mess. yesterday I had crackers and soup.

Bobby,

Sleep sounds good.


I hope that the kindle shows up.



Mari

I still haven't found it but was finally able to make my bed.brushed pudge. played a staring game with abby. almost finished with another book.my depression is worse. I wish I could cry. My friend who killed himself had ECT a few times and said it was waste and only lasted a few months.

I wish you could cry too, bobby. It can be so therapuetic/cathartic.
I rarely cry, if I did it might be in a therapy session.
bizi