Kay,
 

I hope that you took things easy and got lots of rest.



M

I did rest yesterday. I did very little, but I still feel like I was hit by a truck. It's going to take a long time before I heal from the damage I did to myself. I have to try to keep resting or recovery will take a very, very long long time.
There are some things going on that may be neurological, like I may be experiencing a relapse, but I can't tell. The symptoms may just be from over-use. I just don't know.

I don't feel manic. I still just feel exhausted and in pain. I don't feel any difference either (ie/crashing), but I feel a little confused this morning. It could be the extra gabapentin.

Corey put the desk together yesterday afternoon. He works in construction and is very handy, but it took him hours because there were a million parts. I felt bad, but the desk is absolutely beautiful. It doesn't look like it came out of a box. I'm very happy with it, and very happy that he was willing to put in the time to put it together for me :)

We have to do laundry today. It's the last thing I want to do, but we have no choice but to do it because we have TONS of it because we skipped a week because of the move. UGH. At least I don't have to carry anything. I hope that the detergent isn't frozen. I forgot to bring it in last night... that's why I have 3 bottles of it in my trunk. I keep having to buy new bottles. I should just switch to powder!

that is so great about the desk and his coming through for you. I am impressed.

wow! he put the desk together for you.
That must be so nice!
hoping you get the laundry done asap!
bizi

Okay my thought check it before you go. If its frozen please just
go get a 4th bottle. Then put the 3 others inside the apartment first
before leaving okay. That way it can thaw. That would be good to me.

I'm so glad the apartment got put together.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

One of the bottles of laundry detergent wasn't fully frozen, and Corey put the other two by his feet, we cranked the heat, and they melted a bit, so we didn't have to buy more.

We got the laundry done pretty quickly this time. I took a nap when we got home, so I didn't get a chance to put the laundry away.

I swear Corey picks on me for EVERYTHING I do. I'm tired of it, and I told him so- AGAIN yesterday. He said he was "working on it." I told him I was tired of hearing that, too.

Then I fell asleep on the couch last night, and when he got up to go to the bathroom, he came out to wake me up and said, "come on f- face, wake up f- face" several times :mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:
I was not about to pick a fight at 1am when I was half asleep, but I'm F'ING IRATE!!! Can those of you who are married imagine your husbands calling you THAT? Okay, he put together a desk for me, but he really treats me like S- A LOT :(:(:(

I was supposed to have my nails done today, but the type of polish I wear has to be soaked off in acetone, and I have eczema all over my hands, so I had to reschedule my appointment. I'll be staying in today. I guess I will put the laundry away and clean the bathroom. I may get around to doing some more unpacking, but IDK.

I'm feeling pretty shitty in general this morning.

I don't think you have to be married. that sh%ts.
love
bobby

To bad you can't just ignore him. And say when you refer to
me with a proper name and wording. I might respond.

I don't respond to you words They hurt!!!!!!!!!!

Even if it wasn't true I think I might even add. That it was why
the days and nights the week before with him not there were so
much nicer and more peaceful. There were no hurtful words.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

GGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :mad::mad::mad:
I am so sorry he said that to you. He deserves an earful.
I hate that he verbally abuses you, just hate it.
(((((HUGS AND LOVE)))))
bizi:grouphug:

Corey said he didn't remember calling me that name. I told him how mad and hurt I was. He was very apologetic, and said I didn't deserve to be treated like that, but I still froze him out. I told him I don't care how drunk or upset he is, there is no excuse for that. He's still in the dog house.
I feel like if he really loves and respects me, no matter the circumstances, something like that would never come out of his mouth.

I put the laundry away yesterday, but I never got around to cleaning the bathroom. I did a lot of unpacking instead. I hung up the thingies in the hall closet so I could put the shoes away, then I hung all our clothes up in the bedroom closet, which was a REALLY BIG job. That killed several hours. There is so much room now that all those big boxes are gone, and the bedroom looks very nice :)

I have to go buy more MJ today before I change my address with the DMV because my address on file has to match that on my medical marijuana card. So, I need a new license with my new address on it, then a new medical MJ card before I can go to the dispensary again, and that could take a while.

I'll clean the bathroom today, but I have some errands to run while I'm out.
I also have phone calls to make about our address change.