oh no. Thanks so very much for the memories
fondly
bobby

I just watched Federer win and so happy. just one more match and he can be a champion again. I used to be a very good tennis player. He is a genius and humble and I can't phantom how he can make the shots me makes. So exquisite

I remember how much you like tennis, and Federer in particular. I just read that Serena lost her match.

the other woman was spectacular in her court coverage. I think Serena needs a new coach. I love Federer and Rod Laver. I wonder who would have won if they played against each other when they were younger.
I got two hours sleep last night. i turned off the ac when it went into the seventies. At night I won't run it to save money.

We do the exact opposite Bobby warmer during the day and cooler at night so we can sleep well

I started a soup diet. I have trouble using the digital scale because of balance so I don't know how much I weigh. I am buying low sodium soup and walmart has great deals on Progresso. I really like their chicken noodle. I haven't taken the antidepressant yet so I am depressed. I hope it keeps on working. I am still really irritable and anxious. Pudge slept with me last night. I haven't bought anything from ebay yesterday or the day before. I did buy two more toys for Danny on Amazon. Abby still loves her fish treats. Cecilia told me that she treats me the best. I am back to writing with Stella. She never answered me when I told her she wasn't humble. I won't be seeing much of her because they stopped playing tennis at a park near me.
I am so looking forward to the tennis match!. Again I am going to be lisening to Josh Groban all day.

A lot of those Progresso soups are very good, even the low sodium ones, and they are very filling. I'm glad you got such good deals on them, and I hope that the diet works out for you!

I hope that the antidepressant keeps working for you, too. Are you only irritable and anxious in the morning before you take it?

Do you think that Cecilia treats you the best?
I'm glad that you are talking to Stella again... I hope she can behave herself!

I hope that you enjoy the tennis match

I have been anxious jumpy, and irritable all the time lately. I know that things could be so much worse. Cecilia is good to me. I often go over one day a week and watch sports and she gives me salad and dessert and I play with Prince. Sofia has always been timid. Cecilia is not warm even though now we kiss when I leave. My friend Alice pays my rent and even drives to the bank to deposit it and she sends the check to me to sign. Can you believe that?
Robert has been so wonderful to me and repeatedly tells me if I need his help just ask. What can I say. I am blessed.
Maybe once the g.i. doctor can figure out what is wrong with me that might help my irritability and nervousness. Now I only run the air conditioner when it gets past 80. I am so worried about money.
Oh and my sleeping is awful

I’m sorry that you have been consistently anxious and irritable lately I can’t remember if you are going to see your pdoc, or if you reach out to him over the phone, he would be willing to prescribe something to supplement your antidepressant?

Does your AC have a thermostat on it? You could set it a little higher at night so that you do get SOME cool air and can sleep... I know that you are worried about $$$, but you need your sleep (((HUGS)))
Lack of sleep could contribute to your irritability.

I’m glad that you have some really good friends, Bobby

Hi Bobby ~ I listen to booktapes at night and that helps me get back to sleep. I have a Kindle too and the prices at Bookbub are affordable. I got my tape machine from my local library. It comes with a cartridge to download from the library for free to listen to books on tape. You can also download from BARD - for the blind to download booktapes and that is also where I got my tape machine thru too.

I have a free phone from Lifeline. I qualified with my income being soo low. If you want I can send you the link to fill out their application online. If you qualify you can have a choice of free cable or a free phone.

Meals on Wheels is horrible here, I toss more than I can even eat. I think that is why I have soo many stomach issues, the quality of their food is poor. I buy crackers to help fill up in between deliveries and it helps settle my stomach.

My county has an air conditioner plan and if you qualify, I get free fans. Not sure where you live and if your county offers this or not.

Also, thru my county I get free rides to the grocery store, to pick up prescriptions and transportation for doctors visits. I have a county social worker who helps me with all this. It's thru my county adult and aging program.

Blue


the air conditioner could cost me at least 150 a month. Now I have to pay the psychiatrist when I see him. That is 125. Then every month I have to pay him 49 to write a prescription. Then cabs went up a few dollars and I take them to go to the doctors. access a ride isn't reliable and I have no patience for it. Now I have to give Pudge prescription cat food for her stomach and that is 40 dollars an 8 pound bag. Abby eats it too. I have a lot of prescriptions for myself. Like aplenzin costs 20 dollars a month.I pay 169 a month for my supplementary insurance and over 500 a year for my prescription drug plan besides another 80 for another plan I just bought a new cell phone and have to pay 14 dollars a month. I decided I really needed one as a backup. I took my annuity out of stocks into a low paying money market. The market keeps on going up and supposedly will go up a lot higher but I just couldn't take the risk anymore. too much stress.
I read about five or six books a week. Right now I have enough books so I don't have to buy anymore from ebay. I buy in lots and get great prices. I also get free books for my kindle from bookbub.com . I get meals on wheels but am tired of veggie burgers and don't like their food. I just bought dried vegetable soup mix with low sodium from amazon and can make thirty servings. I bought low sodium packets of chicken bullion for more flavoring. I will keep on buying bones and hamburg for Danny because Robert is so good to me.
bobby
when the apartment gets hot again I will turn on the great air conditioner again.