it looks as if i gained another pound. eeks. I wear black leggings that stretch so they still fit.I just took two aspirin for my back and legs. Yesterday I walked two and a half blocks to the dentist and that really did me in, especially since I was in bad shape from the night before when I sat in a chair for two hours.
I took a cab yesterday home. I had to have the doorman get my mail. I couldn't walk there. It was close. I gave him ten dollars for being so kind.
I have to send two letters today but now I have to use the cane to go downstairs. My anxiety is finally better. Hopefully I won't eat that much. I am reading a great book.
bobby
i didn't have a stomach ache or gas. I might cancel the appt with the g.i. doctor-i will see what happens by Monday.
i bought more books. i sent the letters.

please don't cancel your GI appointment.

((((HUGS))))
love bizi

I don't understand what is happening. I haven't been having kiwis lately but my stomach problems happened way before that. Do you think it could be the laxative I am on now?It doesn't work that great but it works. If my stomach hasn't bothered me in two days what should I tell him? If I drink a lot of water can I lose weight doing that?
love
bobby
I bought a substitute for salt and butter sprinkles that have no calories for the popcorn. I figured I would get bored with plain popcorn.

Bobby

I think you need to start keeping an diary with the issues you
have at the time you have it.

So even when its good. You can show the differences. That way
he can see if its a pattern and maybe help you figure it out.

Donna

thank you. that is a good idea. My stomach has been fine for two days now and the appointment is for next friday.
fondly
bobby

I suggest seeing how it goes by wednesday 2 days notice to decide whether to keep the appointment.
bizi

Bobby

Also I'm guessing you could probably go back through the last month
in this log here, and get a good idea what kind of things happened.

I would just work on the logging it. And try to keep a eye out.

Donna

again my eating was out of control and at eleven I ate eggplant parmigiano.
I ate two cans of chickpeas and snap peas earlier and two cans of soup.. I wonder if I can just tell the g.i. doctor that I suffer from bad depression and anxiety and over eat often and could be that the reason for my stomach discomfort. It bothered me again this morning. I am sort of frustrated when I read now. I really need to wear my reading glasses and they are uncomfortable. I know my spending is because of my depression, I hardly see Zeynep because she knows what a hard time I have walking and need to use a cab and I worry about expenses. I listened to Josh Groban all night and morning.

DOROT Programs for Seniors - DOROT

I use this organization to have volunteers take me to doctors' appointments and the religious classes. I think I am going to try to get Shabbos meals, I think I also want to try to get a volunteer to visit me once a week. I don't know if they will accept me because I am bipolar. I don't know what age group I want the volunteer to come from.
My apartment is so messy because of all the pills and supplements and books but Marci cleans it twice a week. A social worker would first come and visit me to evaluate me.This is where I got the Rabbi I adored. I have to call to see if I get another one. Jordan told me I would get another one.
I think my isolation is making everything so worse.everything was so black when I woke up this morning.

I am sorry your stomach still is not right....That is depressing.
yes call the organization to arrange a social worker to come evaluate you to receive more benefits. This will help with your isolation.
I am sorry you struggle so much.
((((((HUGS)))))
love bizi