It is a full day for him, I believe his appointment is for 1 pm. have not heard anything yet, it is only 11am here so I don't expect to hear anything until this evening. I am going to text him now to encourage him this afternoon.
love bizi
thank you for your good thoughts!

please let us know when you here something!
love
bobby

Bobby

I have determined that the ads are maybe coming from this forums.

No clue otherwise. Ugh, I don't have a clue how many I have had
come up. We will see.

Have you tried amtrypilline for sleeping.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

I haven't. I will look it up. I just emailed my doctor to see if I can try it. thank you.
I haven't heard from the webmaster about the ads. They are really over doing it and a lot of times I get confused. they are so distracting.
fondly
bobby

my doctor wrote me back and said he already tried something that was just like it and it didn't work. oh well.
fondly
bobby

you have tried trazadone or seroquel?
love bizi

I am hopeless when it comes to sleep. I have tried both. trazadone did nothing, I wrote the other made me a zombie. wonder why I didn't drool too.
love
bobby

abby went nuts over the catnip. i don't know the brand.

I usually watch Morning Joe and I am getting so terrified. the orange president is supposed afraid of mosqitoes (sp)-such a dangerous nut job. it is reminding of the rise of Nazi Germany and I am Jewish.. The virus is getting worse because of his destructive behavior...no masks. sh@t.
terrifying. I wish I could do something.

Hi Bobby

We responded to your Contact Us message about the ads the day you sent it, so be sure to check in case it went to your junk box, it will be from community @ neurotalk.org

So just to clarify, NT needs to run minimal banner ads (only one ad shows after log in) due to no longer being sponsored by PC -which has been sold to Healthline.
We are thankful that Doc has kept NT, and the ad program is a test run at present.
If the ads are bothering you, you can use an ad-blocker on your browser. Many, like FireFox have it as an extra option.

PS Just a gentle reminder too to try to keep NT a politics free zone :winky:

:grouphug:

sorry about the politics but something I get so angry and terrified that I get out of control. will try much harder. There are a lot of ads.
will check my junk box.
again I apologize
,bobby

just spoke to my nutritionist. i didn't know how helpful exercise is for diabetes. I was really bipolar when I was talking to her. she will call me next week. she said halo or skinny cow is fine but no regular ice cream.

just heard from Dorot and Aaron said he would like to talk with me til december. that made me so happy. I thought he was getting bored with me.
Also I am going to speak for 15 minutes a week with a social worker intern just to chat. She has an adorable cat named Harvey black and white. I sent her pictures of Abby and pudge

Sounds good Bobby.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i didn't see this. no poor hazel.

i really am happy.
fondly
bobby

every time I get really happy then I get severely depressed. It is awful. I think I am afraid of getting happy. I had therapy today and I spent a lot of time entertaining him. He is religious. I guess I am perverse.
I don't know why but I swear a lot with him. We talked a lot about my nephews. I signed up to do calls for Biden but now I am really afraid.

The art of living is more like wrestling than dancing. Marcus Aurelius
Read more at https://www.brainyquote.com/authors/...aurelius-quotes

I would not even know how to make calls for biden!
good for you bobby,what times will you try to call in the
evening?
love you,
bizi

Good for you Bobby.


I also wouldn't know how to do a call for anyone.

I'm getting irritated with these ads that pop up.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

they train you to do it. I think I chose saturday. then you choose a date.
i am nervous but i would love to something besides donating a little money to different candidates.

22 Victory: Call Crew Guide - Google Docs

my Rabbi intern called me again this morning and we had a great talk. She is 27. We will talk next Friday.
My back still really bothers me and my upper legs bother me. I have to be patient and wait. I won't ride on the bike. That made it worse.
I am going to skip the new medication tonite and see how it goes.

Bobby

How many weeks since the first fall?
I know it was one week since the second fall?

Maybe you need a xray or mri?

I'm glad you had a great phone conversation.

Donna :grouphug::hug:

I think it was 3 or 4 wednesday ago when I went to the hair dresser. It was getting better! It was an awful fall. Then like a jerk I fell in the kitchen. I just noticed a while ago that I a raised black and blue on my knee. I don't if the soreness in shoulder was from the first or second fall. I do have some faded black and blues on my right leg.
They were all healing and then like a j@#k a@@ I rode the bike for ten minutes. Ugh. I now have more back and lower pain and I have a hard time getting up and I forget to look down and I forget to carry the phone around with me.
I am just very bruised.
the phone call was great. The phone with Aleya was great yesterday. I forgot if I mentioned that she said we have been talking for almost 6 months.
she does a lot of fun things and might have a yoga boyfriend now. She says he has long blond hair and maybe blue eyes and she has Indian coloring.
It is so strange. I got rid of three long term friends and now I have these wonderful volunteers who I so enjoy and who are so kind and bright and humble.
fondly
bobby
ps. the aspercreme helped

I used blue emu topical to rub my back I think it helped.
I am glad that you have your volunteers to talk to.
love you,
bizi

I'm sorry to hear about more bruises, Bobby. And I'm also so happy to know you have such good volunteers. God bless them. I hope you heal from your falls pretty soon. :Heart: :heartthrob: :circlelove: Lots of love, WL

i filled out my absentee ballot-yippee
then I wrote my rent check. When I got it said close to 2000 dollars so I called them up and it is all straightened out. what a relief! it is under 1000 with electricity.

great chat with Aaron. He told me about this Medieval warhorse: Training a horse to carry a knight in armour - YouTube

I am glad that you got your rent check/bill straightened out!
bizi

Bipolar may worsen with age or over time if this condition is left untreated. As time goes on, a person may experience episodes that are more severe and more frequent than when symptoms first appeared.

I feel less sore tonight.

i stopped clickpay before the new lease because i was afraid they would screw up. it automatically takes money out of your checking account.

my back is feeling better which is a good sign. I have been eating a lot of hamburg. It is weird but I lost weight. why?

my depression is back big time. I finally took the new medication because I started feeling the IBS was coming back. ugh

I just bought a beautiful big cup.
I hardly slept. sh#t
I have been trying to read the directions for making the political calls but have been having a real hard time. moron.
love
bobby so scared of everything

I called some people. last one said to get lost. oh well. I tried.
bobby

Bobby

It maybe because you are eating protein in hamburger that you are
losing weight. You need to eat protein to lose weight.

That is what the doctor is telling Derrick to eat protein to try and help
his weight control. And hopefully he will lose weight.

Good luck continuing this.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

whole food has a sale on lean hamburger so I bought a lot. thanks for the information.
I am not making anymore calls for Biden. I tried. I feel rejected lol.
fondly
bobby

am sorry you feel rejected...
you tried is what matters.
(((((HUGS))))))
bizi:hug:

Bought two zero gravity lounges for outside. i hope they help my back pain

wow. 2 lounges. maybe robert would sit out on the balcony with you?
Just to visit or other people who may come to visit.
sounds nice and relaxing!!!!
love

bizi

robert is a doer and not a relaxer. He was so sweet. He bought me an indoor temperature gadget because he is worried about my health and said that when you are older you screw up and might overheat and not know it.
my credit card is going to be so high. Nobody can help me and I am so scared. I have been on such a spending spree for a while now.
Then I started eating raw hamburger..It is like Russian roulette. I am so out of control. I have told my doctor about the spending.
Robert thinks I should have an mri but I don't think I need one. I just need time to heal. A cane helps.
I invited cecilia over when I get the chairs. I hope they will help my back.
love
bobby
i just bought a pound of catnip and sachet containers and I won a pair of shoes from ebay. I will try to exercise control but I am out of control. It sucks to be bipolar.
The lounge chairs I bought were the same price if I bought one similar.
I bought danny two pounds of meat and a big bag of chewies.

What cats love, roaches loathe; Catnip: Working from tips by interns, scientists find that the active ingredient in the herb is a powerful bug repellent. The stuff in catnip that intoxicates tabbies repels cockroaches 100 times better than a powerful insect repellent, scientists said yesterday.Aug 24, 1999


Most causes for compulsive shopping are psychological. Generally a person will be having emotions of loneliness, depression, feel out of control in a particular area, and seek to spend money in order to relieve the stress.
i just bought this for stress Swanson Rhodiola Ashwagandha Ginseng Complex 60 Caps
i have roaches now probably from my next door neighbor. an exterminator comes every thursday.

I just bought a stock- no more. blnk i am emailing my doctor to see if he has anything for my manic behavior.

my doctor said to raise the medication to 4.5

Is that the vrylar?
bizi
sorry about the roaches we get big oak tree ones, hate them!
our cats usually play with them to death.
bizi

YES. FUNNY ABOUT THE KITTIES
love
bobby