I'm sorry you almost fell.

It varies I guess, lying in bed with sub optimal thoughts is the worst though.

:grouphug:

thanks so much. it seems after i got the vaccinations i have gotten more. tired.
i read a lot and watch a lot of news. if i stay in bed or upon waking i am really depressed and worry about everything. i usually read historical romantic fiction but am trying to read some religious books and started again hesse'
what do you do and how do you break out of depression.
bobby

this is the first day i walked better. i am so relieved. last night i slept a lot
i can't seem to stop worrying about money even though my social worker told me there are so many safety nets so i don't have to worry.
i also can't stop about how cruel my mother and sister were to me. the last three months of my father's life turned him into a hero

my tv is working again i have knocked over a container of water twice. i am still not feeling pain in my leg

I missed you bobby!
I hate to hear of you falling.
can't say it enough. Use your cane or walker., even in your apartment.
please be careful.
love bizi

i am really trying to be careful. i haven't tried my cane yet. i now do things very slowly but i am finally recovering without pt. for a while there i wasn't sure if i would recover. i haven't gotten many stomach aches lately.i have been getting a lot of allergy attacks. i still think a lot about death.
love
bobby

hi bobby,
are you taking any tylenol for your pain? still on an anti depressant?
I am sorry you are suffering so....
(((((HUGS))))))
love
bizi

still on antidepressant and tylenol and allergy pills.
love
bobby

Bobby

Remember this year in many area's the allergies are a lot worse than usual.
Whether you knew you had allergies or not. So keep taking meds for them.

Also keep walking please it helps you keep your movement good. I know and
this will sound odd, but if I don't keep walking, I get more dizzy as time goes
on and I stand up and things. Its not the old problem of vertigo its from
not being a active person.

SO please keep moving around.

Donna

okay about the pills. i have been just so depressed with all sorts of anxiety besides intense loneliness i can't push myself to do anything. yesterday i even a difficult time reading. robert came over yesterday to pick up danny's meat. i just rebooted my computer and printing email worked. my cell phone broke so i ordered another one and robert graciously offered his services. my friend zeynep called and just talked about her problems. i mentioned that i was terrified of running out of money and hoped a didn't live longer.then she started talking about her problems.
i have a few stocks and they are doing terribly. practically all my money is in money markets.
love
bobby