Thank you so much Donna. Everything I wrote was right on the surface. I wish I didn't have such a good memory.
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bobby

You were the victim for all of that.They still haunt you. I wish you could release this suffering.
Daughter of Zion is excellent!
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thank you and i could have written a lot more. I am working on forgiving them. I also suffer from depression from bipolar as you know and that I think that will never go away and growing up with that family made it so much worse.
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bobby

Bobby
I think what you could do is change your name to reflect you think and will
respond to the new name. Other than legally. That way you don't have to
change it legally. That is what a lot of people will do when they want
a different name.

If you would like us to call you a different name just give us the name.
And we can call you that.

Donna

i really like the name bobby. I have hardly ever used the name Barbara. The Hebrew name is great but I am too old to feel comfortable with it but I really like that it means I am not a daughter of my family.
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I am ignorant to the jewish faith. Does zion mean God?
bizi

I like the name Bobby also. I have no nick name. I've always been
Donna. It just doesn't have a name that sticks with it.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

i think it means Israel.
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That makes sense.
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Out of the 152 mentions, 26 instances are within the phrase of "Daughter of Zion" (Hebrew "bat Tzion"). This is a personification of the city of Jerusalem, or of its population.
Wikepedia said a lot.
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