how horrible....he is evil. sorry if this breaks rules here but I really feel this about him.

sorry your pain is back.
love bizi

i don't know if that broke the rules but I found it so terrifying. I started a group on facebook but i don't know if anyone will read it or add to it. It is called Rise of Antisemitism. We all have to vote because otherwise I don't know how it be stopped. I thought that Jews might have to move to Canada but then found a group on facebook about the rise of Antisemitism in CANADA. Besides that everything is getting so terrifying with the extreme Republicans trying to destroy our democracy and just seem to care about the elite white. How can they have so much power They are the minority.
my stomach has been so painful. I am about to try liquid ducolax right now. I just used a measuring spoon that also uses mgs. I took 4 spoonfuls.. i tried magnesium 0 again last night and only until i took a suppository did i go a little. i still have a lot of pain and don't know what to eat.. The diarrhea this time was very dark. I hope that didn't mean some bleeding.
I have tried things for gas but nothing works. i still have some bottles of magnesium citrate liquid left but have been saving them for emergencies. My doctors and all doctors don't how to treat IBS.
I think I am going to have to stay in bed all day.
love,
bobby

I am sorry,
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi
love you.

you are so very sweet.
love,
bobby

I don't care for the idiot either. I would never ever vote for him.
For anything, but biggest idiot in the world.

I love the facebook group Nasty women of Indiana I believe its called.
I think there is one in every state. Its for mainly showing we are democrats
and don't care for him.

We brought lots of things up about him in last election. And are actively
trying to get democrats elected this time too.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i really thought i was going to have half my colon taken out. no urges to go. i took a bottle of magnesium citrate liquid early in the evening. before that i took duculax liquid nothing. i have been up all night positive that i was going to have have surgery. Half an hour ago I tried to go but had no urge still. then i took a suppository and finally went. i still have more to go. I am going to take another one tonight. just so terrifying. just read the company is still cleaning up the bacteria so it won't go bankrupt. i bought a lot last time when it still was being sold. I still have some left which i have been saving for an emergency. ibs-c is so horrific. was thinking i would probably die with surgery because of my age and was worried about my kitties.
if they start selling it again while i am still alive i will buy 200 bottles.
guess i will have some coffee and read because i can't sleep. i am just too shaken from fear and don't feel like calling the support line.
this is so much worse than suffering from being bipolar. f@#k.
trump is terrifying now and all the other elite white sh@ts. so much evil.
My f@#king medicine doesn't work for my bipolar and I won't be trying anything else. I have tried so many things and just get bad side effects. my psychiatric nurse practitioner agreed that I am just one of those people who are resistant to medication. i guess except for the bad side effects they cause. eeks

now my stomach pains are back. they must love me.
yesterday i didn't take my other medications until 4. two days before I waited until one. i don't know what gives. i know i won't tell my therapist. I think I am just so tired.
i did get my p.t. a new client and my internist a new patient. i guess i am still useful. i was very kind to three people today who either suffer from ibs or their husband suffers from ibs. at least i am not a selfish pig.

i just went some more. magnesium citrate liquid is so wonderful. i guess most people take being able to the bathroom for granted. lucky them.

just had the guts to look at credit card balance. not as bad as i thought. i hope i can have some control over my spending. it is frightening the lack of control which i blame on my bipolar.
I keep on going and going and going finally. I guess I just feel horrid without the magnesium citrate liquid. it really dwarfs my bipolar symptoms and my trouble walking. my stomach has been hurting so much that i just have to lie in bed and not do my exercises to help me to me to walk again.

https://colonsurgeonhouston.com/blog...egel-exercises for constipation. why not.

That is interesting. I do kegal like movements when I have a bm so strengthening my pelvic muscles makes sense!
thanks for posting.
love bizi

i am now debating if i should get rid of my oldest friend who feels no compassion and is so self absorbed. a lot of bipolar people have idiotic feelings of loyalty and hold on to rotten people.
I am still going. no wonder i have been in so much pain.
I am reading the most wonderful book Guncle-so touching and witty. I ordered another book by him. really awesome.

Bobby

If you decide to stay friends, do moderation. Just let her do a little talking.

Don't let her drag you down with her.

I'm glad things are going out of your system.
Donna :hug::grouphug:

you are right. i really feel dreadful now and definitely dragged down. i haven't answered her email.
love,
bobby

I am sorry you are feeling dragged down.
sorry you are feeling rottten too.This is day 2 of not going I took 2 pericolace 100mg of colace and 16 mg of senna.
I am going to call my md office to see if they sent a referral over.
I am sick of this.
bizi

so sorry. what are you asking a referral for? I do send you information i learn on the ibs-c facebook forum. i forgot if i told you i spoke with a woman who works for the company that makes magnesium citrate powder and she has ibs-c also. She has been working with a nutritionist now and has been doing so much better. Have you thought of going to one?
had an excellent therapy session just now. i was so extremely depressed i was so scared. linda hurting me so much was just icing on the cake.
I forget if i mentioned fulvic acid. google it. it might help and amazon sells it for 5 dollars. i just ordered it
i took a heaping tablespoon of the magnesium citrate powder early last night and went. later i was again constipated so i tried 4 capsules something like Cape aloe vera. i wound up going again but i amnot sure if cape aloe vera or the magnesium citrate powder was the reason.
feel better.
love,
bobby

forgot taking two tablespoons of extra virgin olive oil in mornning might help. later i will try to find it again

a Rabbi intern just called and I think I gave him an extremely hard time. I have fear and awe of God, especially after I had my explosion and saw myself spinning in eternity and not being able to say anything to have it stop. I thought I had died. He doesn't think there should be fear of God. I hope i can
later find other sources about fear of God.

i just wrote linda and said of course she can help me by just listening to me when i am in a bad way and not changing the subject and of course I would listen to her when life was getting to her. i signed it love bobby your sister.