How big is the trunk?They can be quite pretty.
I am sorry that you are struggling.
Is risperdone the sames as risperdal?


Golly I really am sorry that you are dealing with the depression, and that it is effecting you. It sounds like you are having a mixed moodmania and depression at the same time.
It is so hard to treat.
hugs to you my friend.
(((((((HUGS)))))))
love bizi

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i think it is the same drug. it is helping concentration but not depression. i am clearer and peeing more. i am more manic than anything. sh@t. i feel like swearing a lot.ugh.
marci said i am healthy and she is right. she has been a dream and such a blessing. i do have a lot of fantastic things in my life now except for this depression and mixed mood and physical disabilities. now i also think a lot about death but i am old.
love you
bobby
the kitty cats are wonderful and no longer have any toxic friends, only special friends and doctors. you know how shi@ty my life has always been so it is true that this is the happiest time in my life.
love you,
bobby
just started another book and so fu@cking conflicted about how i am i going to finisg them all. they are all great.

Put the books on a shelf and just pick one out of them and decide to read that one first. You have plenty of time to read them.


Ii am glad that Marci in your life.
((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

did you like the trunk? hope the link worked.
i am moody and wobble about what book i to continue. i just added another one.
love you.
bobby

p.t. went much better than i expected. i don't think i will be a cripple.

Bobby,

I hope you start feeling better. Let me think on this a while. I can't
remember the name of the cell phone that might be the best to
call and check into.

donna

Bobby,

I honestly can't see you as a cripple. So please keep doing your PT.
And make sure you keep the examples of the exercises so that if
you stop you can do them when your not in therapy. That is what
I used to do.

PS, No information Bizi is ever to much, and I use fiber two or three
days a week, its a pill form

Donna

yes I saw the trunk/box it is beautiful.

Will you be able to make a special space for it.
love bizi

thanks so much. i have been spending so much time searching for a cheap android smartphone and reading people's reviews. my hand hand has poor control from the stroke
so many years ago when i was an assembler programmer trained by ibm it was easy. now i just dense..
fondly.
bobby

i am going to scan them into my computer. boy do i lose things. always have.
for over a year now i have has such bad falls. every time i make progress i wind up usually taking a bad fall. then a lot of times feel so helpless. also i can't lift anything with weigh. what a pain, i gave up hope.
here i go again trying. i still have fatigue from the second booster.
fondly,
bobby

it is by my bed. i have put supplements in it and put my phone on it. i thought it was going to be bigger.
love you.
bobby

i am all aches and pains after doing p..t . i have took look for something for sore muscles.
does anybody have any ideas besides popcorn to stuff themselves with because risperidone gives me a non stop appetite.
love,
bobby

just read that 2 cups of coffee is a pain killer. wow

appetite suppressant foods
 

I read the list, did not know a lot of the 25. I try to eat veggies at both lunch and dinner. Just started to eat the fiber one sticks for breakfast. they taste ok but took me a long time to eat them.
I did not have time to eat this morning slept in and had to get ready for work.
I finally went had 2 bouts of D. 2 hours apart from each other.
now I don't know what to take tonight.
hugs to you tonight.
(((((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

Did you find something to rub on your sore muscles. asper cream is good.
My mom uses the blue emu gel for her joints.
You try large doses (800mg) of advil with food. unless you are on a blood thinner then you can't take advil. :o
love you,
bizi

i am on a blood thinner. i am not doing the exercises as much as i should but surprising it is getting better. i am so f@ckind depressed and scared about weight and don't know how to handle the feelings. finally i got a call from the pharmacy saying the half dosage of risperdal is ready and will be delivered tomorrow. my psychiatrist was such an a hole when i told her i wanted to get off of it because of poor bladder control which is documented and a voracious appetite which is also documented. i joking say i guess she wanted to kill me. i am so overweight and prediabetic. f@ck
don't know to handle this depression. sh@t
driving myself crazier trying to decide what cellphone to get.
also reading now six books at a time-rats
love,
bobby

I am glad that you say you are better with the exercises.
I am so sorry about the added depression. and that
you doc did not want you to get off the respirdone

maybe those side effects that you are struggling
with is the reason you got off of them a long time ago.

I think you were taking 2mg if I remember correctly.
love,
bizi

wow. you have a better memory than i. i didn't experience those effects but i did gain a lot of weight.
love you,
bobby who seems to love to swear lately

swearing gives that extra punch to the words around it .
example:


I have a cold....
I have a f*cking cold....

so clever. i felt it when i just read it.
i skipped the pill and have a stomach ache and SOME clothes are tighter. SH@T.
love you,
bobby with a dry bed
a lot of doctors are a holes.

only my stomach hurts.
What are the side effects of discontinuing risperidone?
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Risperdal withdrawal symptoms include:
Supersensitivity rebound psychosis. ...
Catatonia, hallucination, illusion. ...
Nausea, vomiting. ...
Anxiety, agitation, restlessness. 14,16
Cholinergic symptoms — cramps, diarrhea, muscle weakness, paralysis, blurred vision, excessive salivation. ...
Paresthesia. ...
Fatigue. ...
Headache.

what is your dosage bobby? I think it is a small dose so discontinuing it would not be hard, plus you were not taking it for too long.

the dosage was .50 for a little more than three weeks. Thanks for the thumbs up. My bladder problems are now gone and my appetite is back to normal.
I wrote in my last email to my psychiatrist that i went cold turkey and she didn't respond. COWARD. Everywhere on the internet it says taper and not go cold turkey.
I am getting two lobsters today because they are 1/2 price. I have not had lobster in so long. I am curious how my stomach will react. I am also getting three pints of low calorie ice cream. poor stomach.
I think that because I am so old, I want to treat myself. Yesterday I had I think 220 calorie soup with noodles, miso and a tiny bit of tofu. it comes in an envelope and I bought 20 from Vitacost for about 1.50 each. I like it.
I took two bottles of magnesium citrate last night and finally saw the results this morning, .
love you,
bobby who swears by magnesium citrate liquid even if it takes two bottles

chewy just sent me a delivery i didn't order. i called and they said to donate it. no charge. amazing they sent squeeze its that aby loves and a couple of other things. I love chewy. HARTZ Delectables Squeeze Up Variety Pack Lickable Cat Treats, 48 count - Chewy.com
Love you,
bobby

Bobby

Have you looked into cellular express. I've seen lots of good reviews
for it. Its the one I plan to use when my AT & T finally stops working
like the internet did. I've used them for over 30 years, AT & T so I'm
not quite ready to try something new.

The other thing is my husband has used from Walmart ugh, theres.
Now I've forgotten its name as I started typing it. I'll have to return when
I remember again. Ugh, I hate this.

donna :hug::grouphug:

Bobby

Your doing your exercises less is honestly a good idea. Just make
sure you do them at least once a day. And let your therapist know
why you aren't doing them as much. They will be fine with it if you
are honest. I don't know what you can do to help with the appetite.

Except the popcorn you already are doing. I love granola bars, and
they seem to help me.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

Sorry to catch up it seems to take forever now. But the chewy thhings
sound great. I'd just keep them for aby.

Donna

i have over a year's worth of minutes on my tracfone. they are the cheapest beyond a doubt. you can carry the time over. don't know if you have heard of the company. I want a new phone which can use the time and i still have a year.to go. MY phone is too complicated even for robert to use easily.

are you kidding. i wouldn't be in my right mind not to give them to aby. where you get that idea from? I did give my doorman 3 squeeze ups for his kitty. i really lucked out. their prescription food is so expensive. this time i paid about 64 dollars for 8 and a half pounds. eeks. obviously aby eats it too but is for pudge..
fondly,
bobby

We just found out that hazel has acne. three spots on her chin.

jeff is taking her into the vets tomorrow. also to look in her ears
she has been shaking her head and digs in there with her paws
scratching her inner ears some times she cries.
headed to bed.
love bizi
Glad you came back bobby!

yesterday had my talk with my Rabbi intern. She is kind and even though so young so wise. I am really jealous of her. She is at peace with herself and constantly growing. I will speak to her one more time. She promised I will get some pictures of her wedding she just had.
I still have to believe that bipolar is a gift from God to draw you closer to him but my medications don't work and I FEEL SO BURDENED.
love,
bobby

Bobby

I didn't think you wouldn't but when they said, give it to a shelter you never
know. I know that someone in Oxford got a delivery for a friend of my husband's
that they posted on a site I visit. So I asked him to make sure his friend
knew that it was on their front porch waiting on them to come pick it up.

Its not like everyone doesn't like a chewy order.


Donna :hug::grouphug:

Oops forgot to tell you, I'm so glad you decided to come back
too.


You are loved.

Donna :hug:

I sure wish I could help you with the getting a medicine that worked.

But I don't know of one that you haven't used that might.

I think my son was so lucky that his present doctor was so smart
to try the shot he gets once a month. It really works for him.

Which is so great. Its just something he has been lucky with.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

it turned out that i had purchased on ebay but somehow the guy sent in a chewy box. i hope he got it honestly.
fondly,
bobby

wow-you can't imagine how good that felt.
love,
bobby

that is so incredibly wonderful for your son. i wish i could borrow his doctor.
Today I am still so tired and so uncomfortably constipated I don't think I want to be used as a guinea pig anymore and try another med. I am stuck with the f@CKING depression, anxiety and irritability.
I am really so happy for your son.
love,
bobby with a stomach ache

i still feel rotten.

You IBS has flared up. Have you ever tried lactulose?
I am trying it first dose was last night no bm in the morning.
If I don't have a bowel movement by the end of the day then I will use a suppository.
love bizi

i don't think so and that laxative doesn't work.
i speak to my old psychiatric nurse practitioner tomorrow. i don't know if i should cancel the appt with the doctor or just out of curiosity find out why she prescribed the risperidone. getting off of it i think caused stomach problems and bad constipation. i would up taking too much laxative.
love you,
bobby