[Mrs. Bear]

Don't know what to do about it either.

I am hitting my break point allready and it's not even March. Damn.

Nearly walked out of here yesterday. Called my husband first and he helped me be rational. (Well, he actually told me I could walk...lol. He's so cute.) There is just too much work and too much stress.

So, I have upped my meds. I have been taking less than prescribed of the mood stablizer cause it makes me a little ill. But I will go up on that and take the valum like the pdoc intended. I know, I said I was gonna do that last month, but I am so tired.

I will talk to my manager here and tell him things need to change and then I will talk to the main boss and tell him I can't do his accounting any more.

Then I will see if I still have a job.

Help.

I prayed to God for the first time in a long time. I feel that what will be, will be. But is got me through yesterday, that's for sure.

I hate this ****. Somebody give me my mind back please!