[bizi]

hi broken friend,
I jsut saw your note....what new meds? you said abilify too.

I never tried abilify before so I don't have experience with that one.
They say it takes a while to get into our systems so we have to be patient.
do you have prescription coverage?
Lithium is the original mood stabilizer...they are using a lot of lamictal as a mood stabilizer...I take this and like it a lot.
I wish you some wellness.
WE watched the daniel day lewis movie, there will be blood....it was very good, he was terrific. 3 hours long....I should be very tired since I did not sleep last night....am yawning so that is a good sign.
bizi

[Brokenfriend]

Hello Bizi. I don't have insurance. I'm taking the doctors samples,to see if it helps. The other new medicine that I'm taking is Kolonipin. Brokenfriend

[Mari]

Dear Abasaki,
Do you have good drs who help you with the pain and other issues?
Maybe while you have lots of space you can find something to appreciate that you don't usually have a chance to do.
If you can't go for walks can you sit out side when the sun is low and the weather is good? Is there something you like?

Maybe when you can't journal too much you can draw pictures or write a poem or words from a song. -- just some ideas.
Your fourth of a page sounds like you made a good effort.

Dear Brokenfriend,
The Klonopin can mess up your memory a little, but I think you prob have a small dose. I know that being anxious and depressed can mess up memory too.
Pamster takes Abilify. She is on a trip today.

Dear Bizi,
What's up for your weekend?


Mari

[Brokenfriend]

My Psychiatrist has helped me over 20 years. Before him I had another one. Before that one I had another one. This goes back to the early 70's. My current psychiatrist helps me a little.

I now have a Nurse Practitioner helping me also.

I don't get any real therapy right now,and moving close to my sister was good at first,but recently it's been a emotionally poisonous experience.

I'm a much better person then what she's made me sound like. I forgive her. It's probably her MS. I have to make sure that I don't identify with what she makes me sound like.

After all these years,and all the progress,my sister is smothering the results of this help,in a few years,and she doesn't even really know it. It must be the MS,and I forgive her.

I need to pull myself up,get on the right medicine,and re-evaluate my circumstances. I've been through to much to feel of no value suddenly. I know that when I put my mind to it,I can achieve interesting things. Brokenfriend

[Dmom3005]

Good plan Brokenfriend.

Abby pain levels of 9 and 10 are very hard to deal with all the time. I hope they come up with some kind of medicine that can help you. I know exactly how it feels. I have been dealing with that too.

I'm getting ready to have another neck surgery on july 2nd, and we will see if that helps at all. But it also is interesting he put me on neurotin and imitrex to try and elevate some of the pain in the head and some of the overall pain in the muscles and things. I'm really hoping that if the neurotin turns out to
work I can continue on it, it seems to be showing a promising so far, and its not been long yet. So I'm very pleased.

I am really not sure what to expected from the surgery coming up but I'll try anything to get over some of this pain in the daily life of mine.

Hoping all are having a good weekend.

Donna

[Abbie]

Hi Dmom: I am sorry to hear you are dealing with such pain and also have an upcoming surgery. I truly wish you the best possible outcome and you have no pain after.... at the very least a much much reduced pain level.

As for me... not much they can do for my pain levels with medicine. We have tried every possible pain killer out there... I believe. I've had major adverse allergic reactions to every one that we've tried. They have my charts marked in the brightest of colors... NO OPIATES or NARCOTIC PAIN KILLERS.

I do see a Chiropractor/Acupunturist as often as I need to.... These drop my pain levels sometimes to 5-6 level but this doesn't last more than a couple of hours when it drops that far. Mostly it drops to about an 8 and last for about 4 to 6 hours. I'm thankful for any pain relief that I do get.

Hi BROKENFRIEND: I wish I had words to help... I just want you to know that I do read your posts and I care... and send you gentle hugs.

Hi MARI: I do sometimes sit on the deck when the sun isn't blazing down. I was able to write about a page and a half in my journal today. I also took a little drive to listen to the radio and I looked at the beautiful storm clouds that were passing high overhead. I wished I had a camera they were truly amazing.

Hi BIZI: I do enjoy a warm bath... but I have to remember to check the temp of the water before stepping in... I have burnt myself numerous times as I am no longer able to say if something is too hot... I just feel pain... Hot feels the same as Ice to me...painful.

I hope everyone's weekend is going well... mine is going pretty ok.

Abbie

[bizi]

We had a very nice day today.
Spontanious too!
I slept like a log last night too long...up at noon.
Took a 2 hour drive out of town to a small town called st.francisville. North of baton rouge. Beautiful homes along the river which seemed more like a lake
Had to take a car ferry to get across.
Stopped at a bed and breakfast to have a beer and sat in their court yard, it was so pleasant....
Old historical homes plantations and antique shops.
Had a fabulous meal at a place called club south of the border jsut before mississippi. Wonderful mahi mahi with lump crab, asparagus, cheesy potatoes augratin, mustard greens.
fantastic meal....very fattening...my gall bladder is giving me fits now.
We took a "haunted" tour of the Myrtles which is a plantation home.
What fun! Loved hearing the ghost stories...Oprah did a segment about the place.
WE will be coming back this way again as we are excited about going to Clark Creek Natural area in mississippi, tunica falls. hiking bird watching and water falls...sounds like a great time....maybe we will make that trip in the fall.
well I had better sign off.it is getting late.
bizi

[Abbie]

Just wanted to buzz in to check in....

I made it through the weekend ok....

I managed to read a good book.... Sunday's at Tiffany's by James Patterson.

I am also on page 10 of my Journal.... I've decided to do it on my computer as typing is often easier on my fingers than using pen and paper. It's going ok so far.... I've been working through the tears and writing what I am feeling as I am crying. I have found that the tears pass and writing down my thoughts become a little easier if I write this way.

Hope everyone has a good week....
Talk to you all soon,
for all!
Abbie

[bizi]

Dear abbie,
thinking of you....glad that you are finding a good way to get some of your feelings down, computer is much easier for me as well.
Tears are good...glad that you read a good book.
thanks for checking in.
((((HUGS)))) gentle ones
bizi