Hi Meg,
I am so glad to see a post from you. I know how demanding schedules get, here too they are crazed! But, it was so good to see you post.
I know your keepig busy but hop that you feel better, and are having support and love come your way.
Hugs
Di :grouphug:

everything is just getting worse.

im back with mike.
i had a panic attack the other night....first one since july 15th.

everything is just going wrong.

I am sorry that everything is going wrong. these are choices that you are making ....you really have the control over this.
bizi

Hi, Meg,
My suggestion is that you get professional help.
This is difficult to do on your own.
Your college has lots of resources. Have you asked about them yet?

Mari

thinnking about everything i have to do is soo overwhelming and i don thave TIME to do anything...but the fact is i have time todo everything, but i keep telling myself ill put it off because i dont want to start in on homework or something and almost have apanic attck:(

i just need someone to kick my butt into gear. im starting to miss more school just because im too miserable to go...:(

Meg,
Be brave.
Ask someone for help.
Then ask someone else for help.

People are hired and in their offices waiting for you.

Mari

dear Meg,
Everyone here wants to see you succeed. This is hard work for you to do...but you must be actively involved in this...you must be proactive. You can't be passive.
Please ask for some help from your school counselors. There are people on campus there to help you...you just have to seek their help.
Mari is right.
Be brave and you can do this.
sending you a hug of encouragement.
((((HUG))))
bizi

Hi Meg
Would you like me to locate people on your campus for you to contact for help? All colleges have people in place for situations just like this. It really helps to have someone hold your hand and lead you in the right direction when you are unable to do it for yourself.

I honestly wouldn't have made it through college otherwise.

bizi and Mari are so right. Let the people put in place to help you actually help you!

:hug:

im hesitant to contact school counceling because i have a pdoc and they dont allow couneling for ppl with councelors already but i have a pdoc not a tdoc and i need a todc..i dunno. i went and saw my pdoc this morning because my diazapam was running low and i hadnt been for a while.

mike and i are back together and hes been REALLY helpful with everythng, hes really taken a huge step im proud of him.

if only i could be proud of myself...:(

There are many other forms help on campus. You dont have to get a counselor. And a pdoc is not a counselor. What that means is you can't see two different counselors at the same time. You aren't seeing one so that isn't an issue.

You need a ADA 504 plan put into place so you can have accomodations to help you succeed. Examples:
1. Extended time to turn in assignments.
2. Tutor provided free of charge to help you complete your assignments and get them turned in.
3. Absences that are DX related do not count against your grade.

There are also support groups, peer to peer groups, and many other things.