(((BJ))) This doctor of your's sounds like an answer to everyone's prayers. Don't keep anything to yourself. Let her know how you are doing and feeling.

And yes, monster headaches can really mess with your entire system. Do what she says and again, keep in touch with her. Much love to you. :hug:

My pdoc said I should go to the ER. I can't keep anything down, my head's splitting and I can't stop shaking.

I so agree with her dearheart...did she offer to meet you there? Are you going to try and drive yourself? Keeping you in my heart and prayers. :hug:

oh no....
i am so sorry girlie....
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi

Dear BJ,
You did great talking to your pdoc about what is happening.
I hope that the ER docs fix you.
Mari

I just got home a few minutes ago. I was severely dehydrated so they gave me fluids with something in it to relax me. They told me even if I don’t feel like eating I have to force myself to drink. She told me when I have treatments this week they’ll give me something before and after for the nausea and hopefully the neuro wrap will alleviate some of the headaches after.

My pdoc did meet me there this time as promised. My elderly lady friend who watches Hooper sometimes for me drove me there, actually Hooper went for the ride too. She told me to call her when I could come home but I took a taxi instead. I'm so exhausted because I couldn't sleep there with all the noise. It's a trauma center and it's almost like ER.

I am so glad you are safe. Your doctor sounds like a gem. That is more than half the battle. It is amazing what life hands us.
Bobby

(((BJ))) I'm so glad that you went and that the doc did meet you. I hope what they did for you has alleviated that splitting head pain. I haven't had ECT but I surely know what head pain does. No wonder you've been having difficulty eating. Rest up and yes don't forget the fluids! So important with head pain.

Much love to you. :heartthrob:

thank you for posting my friend...rest as much as you can, you are gong thru so much stress your body needs to rest.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I’m losing a lot of my memory. I didn’t even remember Benton’s gone. I came home in a panic because I couldn’t find him and I called Mrs. S who told me that he’s gone. I’ve been crying because I miss him so much. Mrs S told me that the doc told her when I woke up from the anesthesia yesterday I was making a motion like I was cutting myself. It’s just not working. I have such a strong urge to cut right now it’s unbelievable. I’m weak, tired, my head hurts and I’m just so confused about everything. I want this to work, I don’t want to cut but I need my memory or else I might lose my job. I don’t know if I can do this again tomorrow.