hey "ladydedee"its me againjust happen to see your post.we all here know how your feeling .you dont have to describe to us how you feel.we already know..its common,but that does not mean its good.being home alone also can have the mind play games with you.i had to get out side activities to keep me going.church and going to the gym.its what help me.its the interaction with people.is what i found the most help if anything.you find a wide source of help there.people, who believe it or not can help you or know someone who can .the stress that i was under was so bad i had to go one high blood pressure pills and "celexa" just so i could get a good night sleep.so please try and hang on.so yes get out of the house,but get out and try and do some social activities(interact)

Try to hang in there. When your feeling low try to relax and breathe.

Hi dear lady, and I hope you are feeling better today. I get like that too where I just implode. I come back here for reassurance and comfort. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. ginnie

Where are you ladydeedee? I haven't heard from you in a while! I hope you know that I think about you daily and hope for the best!!

yes "Girl Friend" we do

I am thinking about you today ladydeedee. You have not posted in awhile, and I hope you are about. I care about you. You are not alone and there are many of us who are in your corner. Hope you answer soon and that you are doing OK. ginnie

Ladydeedee posted on another thread that she was looking for a new place to live. Perhaps she's not able to post to update her situation yet.

Hoping all is well...

hi all...I am still in this whirlwind of a fight. thank you all so much for thinking of me and praying for me. i appreciate everyone of you. i am not able to get on here much which has become my biggest source of support. please continue to keep me in your thoughts. thank you all!

I won't stop praying for you or keeping you in my thoughts. while I recover in bed, its a good time to pray. ginnie

Hi all...I have a few updates. Thank you so much for checking on me everyone. You guys are the best....your thoughts and words have helped me live through this really tough time. I went to the neurologist....I am scheduled for an MRI and EEG next week. They did blood tests. he said my posture was not good indicating something going on and also that i am unbalanced. the diagnosis was psychiatric disease, headache (we will find the cause of it by doing further tests) and rule out encephalopathy (whatevr that is). he was very concerned when he did the neuro exam. he asked would i consider being hospitalized (at a mental health facility). i also seen a new therapist (i didnt like that much due to my social anxiety)...i was prescribed risperdal 1mg (not sure what this is used for) and she also recommended i go inpatient. i am soooo afraid.....my symptoms are getting worse. i am more dizzy (unstable) and have this buzzing noise that i hear in my head which almosts floors me and alters my vision even more.. anyone can relate? Any insight?