Life sure deals some of us a hand full of nothing. I have been on many medications for my depression, the one I am on now is effexor. Just does'nt seem to work. I can't afford to see a specialist. My poor wife is working 2 jobs so we can survive. I have my social security hearing on the 30th and pray I get approved to take some stess off us. With all the stress my wife is under I really don't want to go to her with the way I am feeling. I don't really talk to my family, and I don't have any friends. Thats sad to say at 45 and you don't have one friend to talk to. Thats all, looking for a miricale in Michigan.