I have no clue what it is
But I do not feel right
Something is going on with my body
It has been a while
Experiencing excessive sweating in the night
when I sleep
It isn't a good feeling
I am afraid to say what I feel
I will get blood work when I go to my oncologist
Must go to gynecologist spotting and I should not be
bleeding
Today is painful in many ways
It was just to difficult to write yesterday
I do so look forward to warmer sunny days
And the uplifting spirit you bring and wishing
me well
Thank you to anyone who shared with me

Today after yesterday I stay in bed
It cannot be a repeat of yesterday
I just had what I felt was a total mental break down
Fighting back a terrible day

Today I will chill
I'm missing my dog so badly

Today the babies mother (my daughter)
is in a rehab facility
A 30 day program and then a halfway house
God be with her

Today I have her and Corissa
Hoping for smiles
the father of my granddaughter
was to pick her up yesterday and today
Not going to happen
Busy doing other things

Today is gonna be a sunny day
Wishes from Lara
Love
Me