Tried calling my neuro and he's on vacation! Nurse told me to go to ER. Yea, with no insurance, Im right on that! So here I stay at home just to suffer it out and doc is back next week, and I just so happen to have an appt next week, so might as well wait it out. Severe pain in my lower back, severe pain in my neck when I wake up, Im back to waking up every 1 to 1/2 hours. Im on heavy muscle relaxers and its not knocking me out during the day very well. The pain is waking me up. Ive been falling again do to pain. I called my dd to come for just one week and be with me to help me out and she said, sorry mom, we don't have the money. Her dh is a truck driver, don't give that load of carp! She wont call me because I talk on the phone too long, true story! She just told me that, and so did my other dd. My youngest dd will call but she knows to talk to me she has to have at least 30-45 to spare. Suddenly Ive become a burden to my own family. With all this, and the pain, gotta say, most days anymore, I could care less if I wake up or not. Feels as if my entire family has abandoned me. Sorry I got off subject