Thanks for everyone's good wishes. My daughter had fun with her party.

I have been on medication for a week that helps with mood and paying attention. So it has just started to help the last day or two.
And I don't go back for any MRI's for three months so I am not focusing on it right now at all. Unless something else happens but honestly I could get hit by a car in town or something else could happen so its not worth obsessing over it at this time.
I do like to come on here every once and a while and check in but I am getting off the computer/tab/phone for a while too.

and I am going to take come certifications for nutrition and health over the next 6 months to get going with school.