Hey Erin !!!

I hope today had been a good day for you

Now, it is me who is blue... Oh well... hehe The never ending story !

Well, my story... Im not sure I should post it in this forum, as it will go so off topic LOL, but in summary, I can tell you that since last year, Im having trouble with my eyes (because I had a bad surgery ), I suffer with fibromyalgia, depression... plus, the guy I used to love is getting married... my dog died... I mean, everything came in a nasty combo at the same time ! So, as you can imagine, my life has changed dramatically... from taking zero medicine, to take more than 10 pills a day.... from being in love, to feel extremely lonely... from being enthusiastic to being blue 90 % of the time... from being an active girl, to being in bed and falling asleep most of the time..... All that stuff give me stress.... as it wasnt enough !!!

I have no clue why all this is happening to me... and... I dont know what I have to learn... and the most stressful part, I dont know if I will be able to live like this, with this feelings... and for how long....

So, that's why I understand when you feel you miss your old life... I miss mine like crazy and... uff... I keep thinking, and thinking about my past...

Oh gosh... I guess I rambled enough

Take care sweetie. I send you tons of hugs... and more hugs.... plus hugs...

Well, I know one thing that is positive in this situation... I found NeuroTalk !