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Spectrum and Ginnie...
Thank God for this website, right? Otherwise, we'd be even more alone. Of all the crazy, unthinkables to happen. It did to me, too. Two lines from your posts struck me: "I honestly can't believe this has happened" and "Unfathonable pain." And because you otherwise look "normal", no one understands that your "normal" is a mask hiding unmerciful pain. How could anyone understand this? So many times when I've dared to open up and share with someone that my whole body burns, I get this look like, really? Your whole body? Hmmm, that sounds awful. Yeah, it's really awful... and, really, truly, honestly, it's my whole body. I'm not crazy! My story began with my waking one night with my feet and calves buzzing, tingling. In the weeks to follow, unusual paresthesias and burning pain engulfed my entire body, including my inner mouth, tongue, gums, throat, inner ears... crap, even my eyes have a burning sensation. I think you, Ginnie, referred to the electrical "zingers" in your scalp... thanks for sharing that because when it happens, it makes me feel like I'm having a stroke or something. All systems NORMAL on CNS testing though (thank goodness) but always leaves me wondering if yet something else is happening. I wonder if any one or both of you could share the wording of your SFN biopsy results that diagnosed the non-length dependent neuropathy? Did it say anything about axonal swellings? Mine seemingly was triggered by a virus I had, but the doctors can't say for sure. I choke back tears all the time while clinging to the hope that, one day, I will be well again. Hope can be a scary thing when faced with such an unknown as this, I know... a fool's prayer or an expression of enormous faith. I choose enormous faith (most of the time). Please, let's try to stay Neurotalk buddies to encourage and just dump on. ![]() Quote:
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Hi, Spectrum and SFNgirl... can't see that my length post "posted." Did I attach to a PM somehow? Because I can't see the thread I responded to either?
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I do see your post above. It sounds like you're in the same boat as us. It's truly unbelievable. It's very hard to have hope when you see no improvment and your doctors can't give you even a short or medium term prognosis. Mine were confident early on that all of this would dissipate, because of the way it came on so quickly. They thought it was probably the unfortunate result of some toxic reaction to platelet rich plasma and prolotherapy injections I was receiving for some back issues, and that it would likely resolve. Now it's about a year later, and symptoms haven't resolved and are probably worse. And as you referenced, it's a very cruel thing because you're going down two parallel tracks that no one else is aware of unless you tell them. On one track, your life has basically been ruined, and that's not an exaggeration. On the other track, you look relatively normal and have to try to act "normal" and continue on with business as usual while you're in agony every minute. That dichotomy is enough to drive you nuts, and I think at some point those two lines intersect and you have to leave your job, etc.
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By the way, in response to Ginnie's post, I'm in the Washington, DC area if anyone knows of a pain management doc here who might have experience with rare and complex cases - a last resort type doc who you see after everyone else is out of ideas.
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ginnie (05-08-2013) |
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I am taking gabapentin and have recently added 10 mg. nortriptyline... hate taking it all. It makes me feel like a zombie and really only takes the edge off the pain. But, otherwise, I'd be incapacitated and I need to participate in life still! Though, I've gone from a very positive, happy person... not without struggles, but certainly NOTHING like this... to just managing to "get through" the basic responsibilities that I have. I'll be sure to check this site a little more often to get your updates and to share. |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ginnie (05-08-2013) |
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Hi, weighing in to my SFN buds. I agree with everything you say. Its just awful. I feel i am constantly talking myself into just stiff upper lip, and i dont want to be a drag to people or chase people away from me. So i hear myself basically lying, trying to say im ok despite full body pain all the time
I did not get the actual report of the biopsy. they actually said 2 different things from the biopsies (at foot and upper thigh), one, that I had reduced nerve fibers in my sweat glands and two, the actual epidermal nerve fibers were still ok. They then sent me to autonomic testing which further confirmed nerve damage to my autonomic nerves (abnormal qsart and tilt table readings). Along the way, I was also diagnosed w trigeminal neuralgia by the ER but my drs are now inclined to think it was related to this SFN. As for the non length dependent piece,my neuro had that description on my last visit summary, and I do have full body, face, scalp, etc symptoms. but I never read the actual report. I'm planning to go to johns Hopkins next but honestly not expecting any miracles, maybe a new perspective will have an idea of what caused this. I had a strange viral thing twice, 3 and 4 years ago, in 2 diff states w diff doctors, and each ended w no clear diagnosis but a suspicion of viral meningitis. I keep wondering if that was connected somehow but so long ago seems tough. I also had an extensive gum graft 4 months prior to symptoms, but again a long symptom free gap to imagine a festering issue. |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ginnie (05-08-2013) |
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Oh, and one more thing. Heb1212, I'm intrigued by the weight loss comment you made. I too have lost a lot of weight. And my doc just did a paraneoplastic panel which has been sent off to a specialty lab. He also ordered CT scans looking for malignancies, which were normal thankfully. He is also looking for rare autoimmune, which has been his theory all along, but steroid infusions did not help. I have had the postural light headedness for as long as I can remember, and he thinks that could have been a red flag, though others say could also be simply that im tall with low blood pressure...I haven't seen others mention weight loss though, and I'm not sure if it is the stress or the meds (that all warn of weight gain) or maybe some combo.
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ginnie (05-08-2013) |
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