I am going to see a new doctor in 2 weeks (i have lost count on how many I have seen). The rhematologists I have been seeing for past several years left the room on my last visit when I began to cry at the news he gave me that I also had fibro on top of the RSD. This is a very hard step because I may lose the only support I have due to the new laws that have been put in place in the state that I live in. I just pray I am not making another mistake. This is all my fault to begin with. If I had not agreed to the bladder surgery I wouldn't be in this mess. There I said it. The first time since this started.. This is all my fault. Not only have I suffered but my family has suffered to. I just don't want to mess up anymore.