I was home today from work with my neurological spasms. They would bother me on and off all day..the latest one I just had about 1/2 hour ago sent me over the edge. It got me crying because it was so painful. But now that the spasm have subsided, I still can't stop crying. I guess I've moved onto self pity. I just hate feeling like this. The meds don't seem to help. I take baclofen and neurotin already. I have a script for Valium for when it gets really bad, but I don't like how it makes me feel. I'm trying to continue to keep working, but it seems like that is getting to be too difficult. I just don't know what to do anymore and I've joined this forum to try to find people like me who can understand what I'm going through and offer me some advise. Thank you to anyone who can give me some support.