[Joyinsunnyohio]

Hi,
My name is Joyce. I am a 68 year old widow. I have 6 adult children, who I raised alone most of their years, when their father died. My son is breaking my heart. He is an alcoholic, but that is not the worse of it. He is 38 years old, and has recently admitted to me and his sibs that he has never been happy being a man, and is under going treatments for a sex re assignment. He is divorced, and his 4 children are extremely upset, and most don't want anything to do with him anymore. We have all told him how we do not accept this. I am disgraced, and ashamed. At this time, hearing from his brother who he works for, of how he is acting, and he is about to fire him. I feel I do not want to see him any more. I can use any advice. I am a Christian, and want to show Christian love, but am also very saddened about this. I need some good advice on how I should treat him, or is it right for me to not want to see him anymore. As I said I am broken hearted.