Yes everything you describe sounds like what I experienced when I stopped cymbalta and I'm so very sorry for you to have to experience this. I can only offer you hope. I hope you will trust in yourself to know it will get better, it is a chemical withdrawal and you can do this. You bravely tackle so much already and you inspire many readers here on NT. You are stronger than you feel, these feelings will pass. Do try and speak with your Doctor or even your pharmacist for an OTC if you haven't yet for something to help you through this difficult time. As hard as it feels, and as unlikely it may seem, it will pass I promise you. But you shouldn't do this alone. Do keep talking to us on NT, we are all here to support you and we understand what you are experiencing.