Hi. Thanks I know everyone cares and did not mean to start a fight. Truly I like Ca and its not going home cause I am homesick but am at a loss with the eyes and how dry I am all over. The dry all over does not bother me it is the eyes. They are scary bad. I have been to 14 or so eye apts. Anyhow who knows it may be the same if I go back to Mi. If I did go back to Mi I would not stay next winter unlesss my pain is much better. If npt then try Fl possibly though I was thinking before to go now but don't feel like starting new again. I have done nothing different here in Ca that is the problem. I have looked at everything in my life and nothing has changed to make this happen. I hate the cold too. I agree there is no perfect place. Just could never imagine eyes could be so painful.I am able to do for myself but am very limited unable to work or go to school. It is hard being away on one hand though dealing with this on my own of coure my mom is by phone or if I needed something in person .I agree no one can decide and was just looking for opinions and have to accept any response I get cause this is an open forum. Ok thank you and I will keep you updated.