Hi all,
Thought I would post since I haven't been on here in weeks.It has been a total mess around here. I have been dealing with the pain of my rsd and trying to keep the stress level down but that is impossible. I have a hearing a coming up on April 15th against wc and not even sure what is going to happen cuz my attorney hasn't called me in to talk with him in a while. I was suppose to go see an rsd specialist before the hearing and I haven't even heard anything from my attorney on that.All I know is this wc thing is really driving me crazy. Along with all that I found out 2 weeks ago that my 14 yr. old is pregnant by a 25 yr. old. I can't believe all of this. I am trying to be supportive of my daughter for her health while everyone is saying tell her to give it up for adoption. I told her no matter what decision she makes I am going to love her always. The 25 yr. old is trying to run. We as in my husband and I are dealing with dhs and waiting to see what happens to this 25 yr. old by the sheriffs dept. I am doing all I can to deal with everything but don't know how.People keep telling me that just becuz he is being investigated doesn't mean that there has been charges against him. I don't know anymore I am so confused. I try not to cry in front of my daughter. I know there has been a couple of times these last couple of weeks that I have literally fallen down to my knees and screamed and cried. I know what good does that do me right? Well I can't help it. It is just to much for me. I want so badly for everything including my rsd to be a huge nightmare that I can wake up from. I know it is not tho. I can't get my hubby to work with me alot of the time. All he can do is yell at me for my daughter being pregnant and how wc or my attorney better do something soon because he cant keep working like this and paying out so much for my meds. He said it is killing him. I told him to tell me to leave and I will if he thinks it would make his life easier but he keeps saying no because state would get him in the end. So no matter how u look at it he is screwed. So see I can't with anyone or anything and I just want to give up.I have been fighting for so long now and I have no support group except you guys on here. There isn't one close enough to where I live.So I just have to try to hang in there the best i can cuz my daughter needs me to help her through all of this. If it weren't for her I think I would have given up a long time ago. I just don't know how much more I can take. I am so scared. I feel like I am sitting in a corner waiting for the next person to strike at me.Can anyone help me with some advice here? If not I 100% understand. I am trying not to give up but it is not easy.

Sincerely,
Tracy