Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (RSD and CRPS) Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (Complex Regional Pain Syndromes Type I) and Causalgia (Complex Regional Pain Syndromes Type II)(RSD and CRPS)


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Old 04-01-2014, 10:38 PM #11
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Hey Bram,

You just make me smile with your ‘lil sayings.. “sprig of apple blossom“ thanks for that! and your next statement made me think of this song by Alicia Keys

"Superwoman"

Everywhere I'm turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I'm searching
For the better part of me
I hang my head from sorrow
state of humanity
I wear it on my shoulders
Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

For all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all my women, all my women sitting here trying
To come home before the sun
And all my sisters
Coming together
Say yes I will
Yes I can

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

When I'm breaking down
And I can't be found
And I start to get weak
Cause no one knows
Me underneath these clothes
But I can fly
We can fly, Oh

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

Ha! Lol... I’m feeling slightly better today.. can you tell? As always, thank you for being here!
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The reality it brings when someone else not only see's our deterioration but is brave enough to verbalize it is alarming.
Precisely.

And yes, there is so much more to explore to try and get this under control. The CRPS has picked up speed and aggression from the waist up.

BTW, I hope you're still improving everyday!
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Thanks Kim and Nanc!

We do have a very close relationship and I am grateful for that. Oh Nanc I am so sorry hon. That just sounds terrible what is going on with your head… yikes. (((Big hugs))) I hope that settles down soon. That worries me too as my neck is clearly getting more involved (stiff & painful) and my face had some red cheeks this week, etc. <sigh> Again, I am hope that pain will subside quickly Nanc!

Okay, Doctor stuff..

I go see the neuro doc in the morning. And I go back to the PM doc on April 14th. So far we’ve done 1 Sympathetic Block and I responded well in that my limbs warmed up and EVREYTHING from the waist up gone! Limb warmth lasted about 30 hrs and upper body about a week. Lower body gave me grief from the first one with spasms in my legs and hips.

The second procedure was the Facet Injections / Medial Branch Block. This was for diagnostic only for my lower back. See my lower back got angry with the Sympathetic Block. It wasn’t acting like it would hold up to weeks of injections and is also contributing to the CRPS pain / dilemma.

I responded positively. Therefore they wanted to do RFA. I declined. So now what? is basically my question now. And by the way doc, this upper body stuff is getting intense and is coming on stronger now. Does that have something to do with the block(s)?
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Thanks Kim and Nanc!

We do have a very close relationship and I am grateful for that. Oh Nanc I am so sorry hon. That just sounds terrible what is going on with your head… yikes. (((Big hugs))) I hope that settles down soon. That worries me too as my neck is clearly getting more involved (stiff & painful) and my face had some red cheeks this week, etc. <sigh> Again, I am hope that pain will subside quickly Nanc!

Okay, Doctor stuff..

I go see the neuro doc in the morning. And I go back to the PM doc on April 14th. So far we’ve done 1 Sympathetic Block and I responded well in that my limbs warmed up and EVREYTHING from the waist up gone! Limb warmth lasted about 30 hrs and upper body about a week. Lower body gave me grief from the first one with spasms in my legs and hips.

The second procedure was the Facet Injections / Medial Branch Block. This was for diagnostic only for my lower back. See my lower back got angry with the Sympathetic Block. It wasn’t acting like it would hold up to weeks of injections and is also contributing to the CRPS pain / dilemma.

I responded positively. Therefore they wanted to do RFA. I declined. So now what? is basically my question now. And by the way doc, this upper body stuff is getting intense and is coming on stronger now. Does that have something to do with the block(s)?
Thanks Vrae! I have been getting those ice pick type headaches for at least a couple of years. Neuro tried botox and it worked very well, only problem is that I broke out in a rash on my neck, chest, arm, within a couple of hours and this would take 3 months to wear off. Sucks...something finally helped and of course I was allergic. I go thru periods where they are very frequent and unbearable, they have eased up for a while so I guess it is time for them to start up again. Very frustrating and one of the reasons I do not drive...last time I tried one of them hit me, not good! I had a CTA, no anyerisms or anything like that. Dr says it is RSD related.

Regarding the blocks...I am not sure about the blocks causing the stuff to come on more intense or not. That didn't happen with me, but maybe some others have experienced that?? Where was your sympathetic block? I hate that it caused your back to be more aggravated. I had many stellate ganglion blocks for the upper body, cervical blocks for my neck and shoulder, many lumbar blocks
and he wanted to do the RFA but changed his mind. The two diagnostic blocks were successful and we were set to do the RFA. Dr was afraid of causing RSD in my back so he just injected steroids. I probably already told you this, sorry if I am repeating myself. I do not blame you for not getting that done, very risky.

Keep us posted on your dr appointments, good luck!
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Hey girls

It's like a giant set of weighing scales isn't it... The Pain v Treatment. Or a heavyweight boxing match on some days.

With something as touchy and pervasive a monster as CRPS, any treatment carries risk with it, from pills to injections to surgery to physio. The eternal question is whether sttempting to stand still where you are with it is safer than trying a treatment. We have times when we can stand still, and feel like we have some control over our situation. At other times, standing just doesn't work, the monster attacks and you have to try running away from it instead, just to try and find some relief and a safe place to stand still again without it eating us alive. The sad scary part is that no one seems to quite have a cage to fit it

Vrae, all you can do is try. You've given the blocks a go, all power to you girl, scary decision. It worked, then it didn't. That's mean, and I have immense admiration that you've picked yourself up from that. Maybe you will try something else, but I'd it doesn't feel right to you then you are bang on the money NOT to do it. At the end of the day, instinct is all we have to go on, and if yours is saying 'not yet' then you are right to listen.

What a rambling load of piffling waffle lol. It's very early here and my chicken has just spent the last half hour squawking as though being stabbed repeatedly in the bum with a fork. Always a sign that it's time to start shutting them in again as the mornings get lighter! Im very impressed by our neighbours' ability to cope. I wanted to scream an obscenity out of the window myself, and she's my damn chicken!!!

My goodness I want a cup of tea.

Hang in there Vrae, Nanc, Kim, everyone. At least we aren't alone dealing with this, and that always gives me comfort. I hope today is better for everyone.

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Hi Llynnyia,

Thank you for sharing your story and perspective with me. I appreciate it and understand what you are saying. I too lost my parents very young. My dad from a car accident when I was 20 and my mother from breast cancer when I was 36. I got CRPS II 5 months after my mother’s death. I am also an only child. Talk about grief… whew.

I think I came off wrong in my initial post. When I said I tried to fake it. I guess I was saying I was trying not to show how scared I am, but at the end of the day, she can see right through me. Her whole life I have been strong and tough as nails. This is no longer true. She is having a hard time processing that. She said to me “I want you to be strong again.” It sounded to me like she is grieving for a former version of me. That I get. I grieve for her too from time to time. I really had adjusted for the most part to the legs being so messed up but the massive involvement of my arms/hands, upper back, neck, torso… It is taking a toll on me; I'm trying to adjust, and therefore her as well. Our whole family really.

We are navigating our way through this. She is going to be okay. We all are... as we’ve decided against the alternative. We talk; we’re open and verbal. She gets it and is mad as hell about it right now. She took her anger out on the kitchen sink full of dishes tonight. That worked for me. I will sure miss her when she moves out over the summer. She has just about finished massage school. Oh yeah, I have ask for a standing reservation! Ha!
I am sorry about your parents if my Dad was to die anytime soon, I don't think I would make it through okay. I am glad she is finding a mechanism to cope.

Your arms as well as your leg how do you adjust to that? Do you work? or can you I should say? I simply can't image the hardship. It must be so frustrating. (my primary emotion it seems now)

The grief for the former me happens a lot to me, I have changed so so much. And, some of the changes are so odd and hard to I understand. The Dancing , the horses, hiking, shopping ect I get. But I used to draw and paint, I was good to! I lost that, it holds no wonder or fun for me anymore. I lost that magic thing that created those wondrous pictures. Every time I open a sketch book nothing comes out well.

I lost every friend but one because I had changed so much and they didn't enjoy the new sedate me, we no longer had things in common."What good is an interest in hiking if you never show up to do it" quote from one of them when I asked "why I hadn't heard from her for so long and do you have any pictures from your last hike?" So now I have made new older friends , my unofficial fiancee Dave (waiting for ring still lol) is 16 years older then I am sugar daddy.

I'm not a only child and its a little complicated so I will start easy . At thirteen I permanently move in with dad and step mom Dar (she is the one who died, who really mothered me.) in that house I was the youngest by nine years with two older delinquent siblings.

I am the only child between my bio mom and dad. Bio mom has three other children one boy older(lived with his father from 3 onwards) one girl younger and the youngest a boy. so in her house I was the oldest. I basically raised those two children while bio-mom ran around doing drugs. I would repeatedly give up and move in with dad then be guilt-ed by bio-mom and move back in with her to take care of the two young ones. It was a lot of back and forth. when the abuse went from neglect and mental to full out physical I knew I couldn't do it any more.

Luckily this TMI Openness and verbal sewage wasn't one of the changes!
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Hey girls

It's like a giant set of weighing scales isn't it... The Pain v Treatment. Or a heavyweight boxing match on some days.

With something as touchy and pervasive a monster as CRPS, any treatment carries risk with it, from pills to injections to surgery to physio. The eternal question is whether sttempting to stand still where you are with it is safer than trying a treatment. We have times when we can stand still, and feel like we have some control over our situation. At other times, standing just doesn't work, the monster attacks and you have to try running away from it instead, just to try and find some relief and a safe place to stand still again without it eating us alive. The sad scary part is that no one seems to quite have a cage to fit it

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This is so true may I steal it for another group I speak with? Those ladies (and one awesome young man who would rather be a girl) don't have rsd but each has some sort of chronic medical issue.
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Hello again Vrae, my post was all meant for you excluding the section about the girl stepping on your foot. I know it was on Nancs' foot and that was the mistake. The whole post was to and for you.

My attempt was to share with you my own experience with my own family after my injury and the beginning of rsd. They saw me go from a workaholic to a bedridden man with no possibility of going back to work. I kept fighting it and the more I tried the more the pain would put me back in bed. Both children knew the whole of my situation because of their Mom. They understood the bad days, depression, isolation, anger, frustration, saying and doing things I didn't mean because of high doses of narcotics. They raised or are raising their children to understand my situation of pain also which is so helpful and a thorn in my side also. I have only held one of my 6 grandchildren.

I could never never understand the magnitude of your pain and suffering with what you have endured Vrae with having gone thru stage one and stage two. I did learn one thing in the rehab hospitals in pain therapy. The other peoples pain is much worse than yours. They would say the same about mine but I couldn't see it. It would be so wonderful to me to have the words to help comfort you and ease your burden and help you in your battle with this ferocious disease. I am just limited and all I can give is my heart and let you know you have all the support that is in me Vrae for you and your family. Tell your daughter we are very proud of her. Soft gentle hugs Vrae and love to you and all others in here afflicted with rsd/crps. You're a warrior Vrae.

Vrae, spell krow backwards and you know what I lost the most. I have krow on both our vehicle plates. I had to start looking for the things that I had and not the things I had lost.
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I am sorry about your parents if my Dad was to die anytime soon, I don't think I would make it through okay. I am glad she is finding a mechanism to cope.

Your arms as well as your leg how do you adjust to that? Do you work? or can you I should say? I simply can't image the hardship. It must be so frustrating. (my primary emotion it seems now)

The grief for the former me happens a lot to me, I have changed so so much. And, some of the changes are so odd and hard to I understand. The Dancing , the horses, hiking, shopping ect I get. But I used to draw and paint, I was good to! I lost that, it holds no wonder or fun for me anymore. I lost that magic thing that created those wondrous pictures. Every time I open a sketch book nothing comes out well.

I lost every friend but one because I had changed so much and they didn't enjoy the new sedate me, we no longer had things in common."What good is an interest in hiking if you never show up to do it" quote from one of them when I asked "why I hadn't heard from her for so long and do you have any pictures from your last hike?" So now I have made new older friends , my unofficial fiancee Dave (waiting for ring still lol) is 16 years older then I am sugar daddy.

I'm not a only child and its a little complicated so I will start easy . At thirteen I permanently move in with dad and step mom Dar (she is the one who died, who really mothered me.) in that house I was the youngest by nine years with two older delinquent siblings.

I am the only child between my bio mom and dad. Bio mom has three other children one boy older(lived with his father from 3 onwards) one girl younger and the youngest a boy. so in her house I was the oldest. I basically raised those two children while bio-mom ran around doing drugs. I would repeatedly give up and move in with dad then be guilt-ed by bio-mom and move back in with her to take care of the two young ones. It was a lot of back and forth. when the abuse went from neglect and mental to full out physical I knew I couldn't do it any more.

Luckily this TMI Openness and verbal sewage wasn't one of the changes!
Wow Llynnyia, I am sorry for the struggle you have gone thru. It is so hard for me to hear of broken families and how difficult it is for the children. I can see where you have been been subject to so much adversity in your life that the "fighter" is in you to help with rsd/crps/chronic pain. It saddens me to hear your story and makes me happy to see your inner strength. You will endure Llynnyia with your credentials.

I hope your pain level is tolerable and your doctors do well by you. Remember this Llynnyia; Regardless of the intensity of a bad weather day here on earth, if we climb high enough the sun is always shining! Hugs and love from one fighter to another.
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Wow Llynnyia, I am sorry for the struggle you have gone thru. It is so hard for me to hear of broken families and how difficult it is for the children. I can see where you have been been subject to so much adversity in your life that the "fighter" is in you to help with rsd/crps/chronic pain. It saddens me to hear your story and makes me happy to see your inner strength. You will endure Llynnyia with your credentials.

I hope your pain level is tolerable and your doctors do well by you. Remember this Llynnyia; Regardless of the intensity of a bad weather day here on earth, if we climb high enough the sun is always shining! Hugs and love from one fighter to another.
Thank you, when I write my whole life down it sounds like a strange soap opera! It has so many obstacles. With all that's happened I have done fairly well for myself. I coped then and now with reading... maybe the word is obsessed with reading! last count 300 books in my house... everyone hates them when I move! My two delinquent step siblings didn't fare as well. I have this theory 'everyone has an addiction, just to what is the question'!

Sometimes I have to be reminded that I am strong inside if not outside anymore.

Today my pain is better then yesterday, I cannot predict what tomorrow might bring but I sure as heck can hope!
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