I want to return to work....I think I would do me a great deal of good both physically and mentally. Problem being, I work as a manager for a major box retailer and they see me as a liability which I understand but I also am a hard worker and motivated and not an idiot. I've looked for alternate employment but haven't had any luck this far. My biggest stumbling block is the health insurance. Mine is mostly covered through my employer right now and I can't go without nor can I afford to pay for it all on my own.....especially right now.

You all are such inspirations of hope....I think I've at least found a place I feel comfortable to discuss what I'm dealing with. Most people just do not understand.