I really feel like I'm drowning. I can't explain it better than that, but I'm losing it. I will probably be better in a couple days, but my life has gotten so out of hand and overwhelming that this keeps happening every week or two and I can't take it. I do NOT know how to get my life under control again. I have no clue and no brain left to figure it out. I am sick of blindly sleep walking through my life stumbling into obstacles constantly.

Sorry I'm not more of a participant here and sorry I'm not very supportive. I wish I could be, I care about all of you so much and you are all so much a part of my life, but I don't feel like I'm a part of anything anymore because I just don't have anything left of me to share.

Disclaimer: this is just a vent because I am supremely frustrated, I am not depressed or suicidal.

Holly.........sorry you are feeling so carpy. I hope it all changes for
the better and soon!!!!

Kelly.....thanks for the kind words and the uplifting story.

Holly

I hope things get better for you soon. That overwhelmed feeling isn't good.....is there anything you can push off to someone else to handle, at least for a while?

I'm praying for you and hoping that the days get better and easier.

LOL, Kelly! You & Sox did ten times better than I would have!

I'm not a mom and not obliged to the same rules as you all. I saw a similar bike situation involving my neighbors' boys. I went over to the bully on my scooter and said, "I see what you are doing to D. and if I see you do it again, you're going to **** me off. I own a car."

He started bawling and ran home, I think his mommy hates me. LOL!

Holly - I am so with you on this one and glad to hear I am not alone. I try to take it one thing at a time but something always seems to come up. Hang in there! We'll get through this.

Believe me.....other things came to mind when I was talking to him.

This was 16 years ago....I often wonder what kind of person Kenny grew up to be. I also hoped he got a big 'ole dose of his own medicine eventually!! I'm a firm believer in Karma!!

good morning again, yes i got up early soxie, sorry about the bus situation again, kids can be such rhymes with rick

Kelly seeing deb has her tree up and all done her cards will be done soon too, i am sure.

howdy DM Trish Kay Vonnie Char(good luck today) everyone else


I'm with Cindy I use bodily harm as a threat to satan, he use to ride the special bus I warned him one day any more carp a dm and they wont find his body his eyes the bus drivers eyes and all the kids eyes went pop goes the weasle, but satan behaved from that point on

Holly HUGSSSSSSSSSSS and take care hun

I am at home today..resting...not as numb but stiff and sore....called in last nt as feet were still so numb...called in..and got apt..for today...not knowing what she would do for me anyhow..maybe the steroids idea...I dont know tired of it all.....hugss to all...sorry didnt read thru all yet..hugss,sarah

You all are making me feel like a bad parent here. I never jumped when DDs came home and told me about some kid that was mean to them. I stayed objective and tried to get the whole story from beginning to end. I always wanted to make sure that what ever the "incident" was that it truly wasn't my kids fault. Sometimes it was and sometimes it wasn't.

I certainly have had my share of calls to the school about a couple of girls that were bullying DD17. These girls were mean not only to DD17 but others as well. The school just didn't do anything but since I knew the both the girls parents, I finally called them myself as it was getting out of hand and starting to get physical. It worked. The bullying of DD17 stopped; not sure about the other kids. Additionally, one mom wanted to pay me for the lunch money as well as lunches her daughter stole from DD17. LOL