I wonder if i can leave Wren a huge
I wonder if i can tell Nik-key, 'that chair will never be empty of memories'
I wonder if i can tell you all, that recent studying paid off, i've just past a 'teaching in the life long learning sector course'
I wonder if you are all having better weather than of late.
I wonder if i can say i've missed you all.

I wonder if i can leavefor the room

David

I wonder, how it is that God ? Fate ? leads us to the people we need... at just the right time

I wonder how I found the strength to stay at my moms

I wonder, while there, was that really me who laughed at a funny memory?

I wonder, hmmmm would Calgon really take me away??

I wonder, how many licks DOES it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop!

I wonder how many group hugs you can post in one message

I wonder if I can say congratulations to David! I knew you could do it!!

I wonder where nohope is now that David is here...she isn't!

I wonder if I can leave wren many hugs.... (well, not 15) *grin

I wonder if I can tell BJ that cooper came running in to see what I was laughing at.....old frogs...LOL

I wonder if Doody knows what a sterling woman she is....

I wonder if Tammi will get mail tomorrow.....*grin

I wonder if Scrabble reads here............

I wonder if Cheri will please wonder more often...

I wonder if Giggles will too............

I wonder if the sun is shining where you are?

I wonder what plans you have for today?

I wonder how long it will take before my "friends" call or email me? (i'm tired of being the one who calls or emails first)

I wonder if I can say... thank you for telling me to talk... I appreciate it...but I won't...I can't say what it is that I want so much to say.

I wonder if I can just get some sleep....


abbie

I wonder if Abbie will remember Pters wise words...that are stickied at the top...

I wonder why I bothered to shower this morning..I smell like smoke from burning the leaves...........

I wonder about God's plans for us....I have run into my neighbor both yesterday and in the grocery store this morning and she had this great need to cry and be held...

I wonder who will help her husband............

I wonder why he resents her talking to me...No, I know why...she isn't angry at me...she doesn't blame me for her sons' death ...she's mad and blames him...

I wonder if she'll tire of me answering her with..."it takes as long as it takes"

I wonder if I can say how glad I am that she has you to help her alffe.

I wonder if I can say that you brought me to tears Bizi....

I wonder if I can admit to being all stirred up!.........

I wonder if I can say goodnight...it's still light and I'm going to bed.

I wonder if y'all know it's nohope's BIRTHDAY!!! *insert cake and confetti icon here*

I wonder if nohope knows how much I admire her courage.

I wonder how come the doc didn't give me a walking boot now that my ankle is healed? I wonder what I'll do with my crutches now that I don't need them?

I wonder about my dear granddaughter's new puppy's "tutor?" Emmie said, "Grandma, Shorty got "tutored" and he has a stitch in his private parts."

I wonder why I didn't enjoy my kids as much as I do my grandchildren?

I wonder if Alffe & Abbie will get some good winks before the sun comes up?

I wonder what the blood oximeter showed (that I wore last night). I wonder if the doc will have me sleep with oxygen?

I wonder why I can't/don't/won't just lose that 40 lbs. again so I sleep better?

I wonder if Alffe's neighbors appreciate her? I wonder if Alffe wants to move to Utah and be my neighbor?

I wonder if Abbie knows that we didn't get to see the sun much today. We did about get blown over to Colorado, LOL! Fierce winds!

I wonder if Nik-key can discover more memories that make her laugh?

I wonder if I can leave a hug for all the nice people who visit this room and offer support?

I wonder if Alffe knows how sorry I am that she has to replay what happened to her son by going through this other friend's hell right now.

I wonder if the pain ever really goes away. Obviously not.

I wonder how we muster the strength to carry on despite the tremendous pain this causes to any survivor of suicide.

I wonder about God. How can a loving God let this happen? Why? To build our strength? For what reason? Only to have us totally fall apart and doubt him. Why why why?!

I wonder why I had 6 emails this morning from people I don't even know wishing me a Happy Birthday? All businesses that relished on my past currency flow.

I wondered why I bawled when my girls sang me Happy Birthday and gave me a string of beads with the letters I and B. Sara said cause that's what Emma picked out with the other colorful beads they strung.

I wonder why I don't want a bath right now that they are demanding I get into.

I wonder about this second glass of wine I poured, feeling like a hypocrite.

I wonder about how I got a credit card bill and they took me from 14.49% up to 25.99 percent just cause they pulled a random credit check and it reflects I am a risk. Now they make it impossible to pay down. How can they take advantage like that and get away with it?

I wonder about how I did nada today except sit at the computer and feel it was a good day cause nothing bad happened?

I wonder that now that you are all silent on my other thread, that you are asleep? The light is still on here and I just need to talk. Thank you so much for all your replys today, they kept me going.

I wonder where curious, ckepi, looking4hope and the other familiar names are and what they are doing? We really miss them.

I wonder if I am going to finish this bottle of wine and call it a day. My husband never forgot my birthday.

I wonder that you all know what a great place this is to be and the constant "pick me ups" you give. I honestly don't know where I would be without it.

LOL! That is so funny what Emmie said!

I wonder if I can wish our Ms. Nohope a happy belated birthday and wishes for many many more.

I wonder if nohope knows that spending the day at the computer can be a fun thing.

I have been wondering how Befuddled is.

I still wonder if Ms. Loo and Ms. Twink are planning to meet in Zion?

I really, really wonder about that ranch they 'busted' in Utah. They interviewed some of the mothers this morning on the Today show and I thought they were just kinda strange. They kept evading the question "Just what age do children there get married."

I wonder at how the only tank top I could find to wear under my shirt this morning has a turtleneck on it and it's supposed to get up to almost 70 today. At least it's a lightweight top. And I see the clouds a movin in...rain coming.

YAY RAIN COMING!!! NO SNOW COMING!!!!!

I wonder at how anxious I am to see the trees start to bud. I see tiny buds there but want that green!! Green I tell you, GREEN!

I wonder about the area of sod I laid last year...oi vey, it's still brown.

I wonder where my 87-year-old dad gets all that energy. He and mom just keep moving along even though last year she crushed her ankle and broke that fibula or tibula whatever.

I wish I had their energy!

I've been wondering about Alffe's welfare as well. I imagine the neighbor as being desperate to be where Alffe is now, emotionally, and not in the throes of that immediate fresh pain. Take care of yourself (((Ms. Alffe)))

I wonder as well, though...how blessed Ms. Alffe is to have Mr. Alffe. He is absolutely amazing and worships the ground Ms. Alffe walks on...as well he should.