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Last night my roommate and dear friend tried to kill herself in our house. She stole some of my perscription sleeping pills and drank a bunch of booze.

Around 2am she started puking waking me up and fessed up to what she had done.

she told me what she had taken and how many. she had puked them up so I fed her crackers and made her sleep in my room.

I am terrified that she will do this again. My anxiety is in over drive. I have been making out my xanax just to stay some what in control and not flip out.

I'm scared to leave her alone! I'm scared I cant trust her. I feel guilty for not paying more attention. I knew she wasn't acting like her self but I'm so self consume with my issues and rehab.

What do I do? I made her call in to work and she is with me all day. I'm so tired but I'm afraid to sleep. This is so over whelming!