Crystal,
My thoughts are with you girl! I just wanted to say that you are not alone!

I considerd myself (as did most everyone who knows me) to be a very level headed, rational person before my injury. Now I am much more emotional and have also had similar thoughts as you.

I completely agree the same medicines we are instructed to take to "help" us recover, can also be very dangerous if not taken properly.

Shame on Workman's Comp for being allowed to deny you the medication you need. That combined with all the emotions, lack of independance, pain, fatigue, and added family stressors....is enough to set anyone over the edge.

Thank God your Guardian Angel showed up!