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It seems I am stuck. Really stuck and I don't know what to do. I feel my life is meaningless, and I am just..stuck. I went to the store last night with mom and brother, then nearly had a panic attack. I escaped from the store, to the car. Later on, Mom sent me to Michaels to pick up some crafts. I was fine then, just a bit exhausted from the anxiety. This morning I woke up disappointed. Pretty disappointed. I feel my brain is just damaged and should just stay in bed for the rest of my life, I am so sad that I can't even speak the words. I just want help. I am tired of the bathroom issues every morning, I am tired of my Occipital Neuralgia taking over my every outing, tired of the anxiety, and I want my old life back. I just really do. It's hard being alone, it's hard doing this. I just need some help from somewhere, someone, anybody.