its been a year since i got my PCS. ive come a long way and pretty much can live my normal life but i half the week i feel fine the other half i feel kind crappy and if i stay out all day no matter how i feel i will feel crappy

ive had all the rest and good food in the world. i havent drank and i keep my exercise to a point i can handle

after a year im starting to realize rest isnt gonna do anything for me anymore. im gonna start just doing whatever i want whenever i think maybe my brain is in slow mode and needs so experience to break through and be normal agian. does that make sense?

like if i feel fatigue im gonna just push through it....if my eyes hurt looking at the computer im gonna keep looking at it. do you think i can get to the point where my brain just gets used to the lights/fatigue agian and i wont even notice it anymore?