I'm officially at the end of my rope with the multiple doctors (PCP, Multiple Neurologists, Endocrinologist, NeuroPsych) and their semi-conflicting opinions. I am becoming more stressed out seeing doctors than the scary thought of returning to work and being ineffective.

I really just can't deal with this poop any longer - With doctors I have become cranky, have erratic emotions (I know not very effective), and just plain get downright frustrated when they don't understand or maybe care to understand when I describe how I feel.

The Neuro psych described me as high functioning, but I am wondering to myself, "high functioning for a 6 year old?!?" (Surely not even semi "normal") One one hand, I think if I am so "high functioning" then I shouldn't have a problem returning to work, right?

I know in my hear that it shouldn't be acceptable for me to walk around feeling drugged, disoriented, & confused on a daily basis once I am overstimulated.

Sorry to vent but, really, what's the worst that can happen? I get fired? I feel like a total zombie? I speak super slow or stutter and annoy the heck out of clients? People think I am incompetent when I just blankly stare at them?