i am angry at my medications and angry at my therapist. she wants me to take a shower or bath everyday and that really tics me off big time. she also wants me to change outfits every day. she also wants me to take a walk every morning....I have a lot of clean clothes but it doesn't make me feel any better if i switch clothes every day. Bathing stresses me out big time. I think it is also bad for the skin to bathe every day. it is as if she wants to turn me into an obsessive compulsive. I do like bubble baths though and take them when i think I need them. Wwhen I was into sports I was always taking showers.
the medications have taken away what highs i have had and leave me mostly depressed. that isn't fair. I told my psychiatrist I was going to cut back on risperdal and take 1/4 of what I have been taking. It makes me lethargic and puts a lid on me. I have pernicious anemia, high blood pressure ,diabetes II and deficient in vitamin d. Before I started with these medications, I didn't have any of those conditions. I have also gained 100 pounds in eight years.
I am just so angry
Bobby