Yes Waves

You are on what we call teh Extended Release form. Which is what my
older boys took. I think I maybe able to talk my oldest back on to it yet.

He is just having so many problems at times.

Donna:grouphug:

get well my friend
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi

thank you Bizi & Donna :hug::hug:

i feel emotionally horrid i am confused.

i wish i could tlak to someone that had a clue and didn' keep tryng to stuff any-ol-pill don me or minimize everything or attack my "timing." (happening at home).

Dear Waves, :hug: :hug: :hug:

Lots of hugs.

I wish that your family could be more helpful.

The med changes you and your pdoc made can take effect soon.

I hope that your staying home and using self care can help.

M.

Waves,

I hope things start going better for you.
Feel better.
M.

I am sorry.....
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi:hug::hug:

Dear Waves,

We are here with you.:grouphug:
M.

Waves

I hope you are starting to level out. I also wanted to let you know
that if you are having sickness symptoms it will also effect the
depakote. So take that into consideration too.

Just give yourself time.

Donna:grouphug:

update
 

hi everyone

i have been wanting to try to uupdate but i confuse myself trying.

maybe i can boid down a couple things.

racing thoughts - worsening/not improving. hard to describe without getting tangled. but for instance i run words together somteimes when i read, and come up with something nonsnesical. then i read it again, and it's the same thing. in speech i replace words and phrases i guess by association or something.... and say things that make no sense. when i try to relax my fills with a whirled (world) of fragments speech sound image and they latch onto each other in funny ways. like splice in, or fork into two thoughts or remind me of something that reminds me of something that reminds me of something i can't remember but which is "the" theme ??? .... OK i will stop now. I SAID this would be confusing. it is also NOT PLEASANT.

sleep - all over the map, probably deprived due to coughing. perpetual dreaming when i do sleep, proably due to the deprivation. i am sure this is contributing to the racy brain too.

hyperness/drivenness, cokes and goes but seems to be mostly going.

the Depakote has given me light sensitivity the first few days when i step up the dose, but other than that i don't notice it. (i would LIKE to notice it MORE... as in rein in the brain, pretty please already????)

i still have fever. it comes and goes but today it was actually more steady.

not going to work tomorrow.

~ waves ~ sorry for spelling - just very tired.

thank you all so much for being here. :grouphug:

Dear Mari

thanks for your constance and well wishes and company. :) :hug::hug::hug:

Dear Bizi

good to see you.... welcome back? did you go to Indy? did your butt freeze off and have to be superglued back on? i hope you had a nice time. or maybe you didn't leave... is it for NY/birthday you are going? or that too?
:confused:

Dear Donna

thanks for the heads up....
have not had this happen in the past.... :confused
what have you seen? less/greater effect? other? are you concerned about interactions? i am not on "cold" meds or antibiotics for now.... just one herbal thing but suspending that too... should not have had time to interfere much. anyway.... pls advise as to your experience... thanks! :o

Dear Bobby

i see your thanks tags. :) thanks for reading. hang in there sweetie. sending love and good thoughts...

~ waves ~ have to sleep now. or i should say, start the nightly cycle of
.... doze-cough-rehydrate-cough-cough-cough-bathroom-cough-doze-cough-rehydrate....

ARGHHRRRRGGGRRRR:hissyfit:

p.s. addendum to the mood update - have been inordinately sensitive/sentimental and land in crying fits at the slightest emotional stimulus... eg something you'd normally go, "awwww that's so sweet..."