Oh Axel..there are so many times that I feel the exact same way you do...ihave been hospitalized twice due to wanting to...you know....but let me tell you...I am so glad i was hospitalized!!! Now I have a place to turn just in case. It opened my family's eyes so they can help me in my really hard times. You have so many people on here that truly care about how you feel. We will talk you through it....I am new on this forum, but have been on Neuro Talk for a few years....and believe me, the support is the same great family feeling in all the groups on here. I know I sound like a dork, but just give us a chance...everyone has helped me with my issues.
Pardon my nerdy-ness everyone.

Dear Axelle,

Please, dont hurt yourself... we do care about you...

I know how you feel... I have been in that dark deep hole more than once and I have felt like you are now, and I have said the things you are saying... and my NeuroTalk family rescued me more than once...

Im not as wise as they are, but I want to tell you that Im the living proof that things DO get BETTER. I have (like all humans) made thousands of mistakes... I have hurt people... people have hurt me... but time and love cures EVERYTHING. The most nasty feelings... the strongest pain... physical, emotional... it WILL get better....

Give time to time... Keep talking to us...

Are you on prozac ?? Is it working ?? Have you told your doc ??? are you sleeping ???

I send you big hugs and Im thinking about you.

Much love,
BlueMajo.

AXELLE reach out call your doctor have them change your meds keep talking to everyone here we all make mistakes you can also talk to a pastor if you wanted hang in there i know it will get better have faith

Dear Axelle,

You have been given great advice....

I hope you are safe....

Please check in soon, because we are all thinking of you

Kay

You might want to ask the doctor if you can take a medication called Topamax. It helps a lot with migraines. Maybe a small-ish dosage will do the trick. AND it sometimes helps with bipolar illness as well.

I too hope you are safe and have seen the doctor very recently regarding your depression.

Please make sure he or she knows what is going on

and stay in touch.